Sunday, February 28, 2010

OMG
OMG
OMG

i did smth x99867867576 stupid-er than ever. seriously.


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i waited

and waited, and waited, and waited.
50400secs and still counting):
where. are. you? ):
if only i plucked up enough courage and did
it yesterday
if only i didn't waste that 18000secs
just staring at your name on the screen
if only.
i don't want to sindfsi in school tmr zomg. ugh.

some people just don't understand, they leave you all alone
with the trouble they started and expect you to solve it.
don't expect them to help cos they ignore you.
no, its not funny. don't ignore me):

sigh, i think i sound like maybe one day.

chlorynn.

bye.


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i can't believe i did something very stupid on a sunday morn.
cool or cool, i set my alarm clock at 8.30 cos i was so worried
since yest /: on comp, sent her a message on fb and doneeee.
(YES LIDIYA I DID IT OMG WHAAAT.)

sigh.

like dead fish out of water.


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Saturday, February 27, 2010

char just caused my heart to stop beating for a minute.
she just caused my jaw to drop wide open


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i'm waiting.

ok i totally wasted my time waiting for 5 hours just now.
boo. now i'm waiting again. for.. sth.
i feel duasnioandon cos idk if i should do it or not. eeeee.
ohmygod pfft :
ok arinah just made me regret not joining track again. sigh
i should seriously stop thinking nonsense and regretting alr.
i'm in sch team and i should be HAPPPYYYYYYYY /:


1. I AM WAITING FOR SOMEONE
2. IDK IF I SHOULD DO IT COS THERE'RE PROS AND CONS TO IT
3. I'M TIRED
4. i'm just the type to talk nonsense and crap everyth, if you want to chat with
me then don't tell me 'talk about anyth but nonsense' cos i won't entertain you.
5. idk how to differentiate straightforward people with rude ones.

ok enough of my nonsense.


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HAPPPPYYY BIRTHDAYEEEE CHARRRMAINEEEE ANGGGGG (((:
very aweesomeeee jr! (:
p/s: i am so niceeee ok. i stayed up till 12 last night to wishhh you! (:
aren't you touchedddd!
OK DONE.
DONT READ THIS POST COS IT CONTAINS NONSENSE.
(iknowyouaregoingtopurposelyreaditright)
LAST NIGHT WAS SWIDOJNFGDSDUIWSNDILF' AND I HYPERVENTILATED
LIKE x987976941651318978545189165198794 times cos ARINAH (the awesome)
KEPT ME IN SUSPENSE FOR x98461658498415621698486189 times D:
ugh and i wanted to scream and at some point of time i just went 'AHHHHH'
like literally then used the pillow to cover my mouth in case anyone hears me (:
ok i bet if she was in front of me i'd have chopped off her head ;D
YAY GOODLUCK TO ME.
things to do if sdiofndsofn happens in school:
1. run away screaming omg omg omg.
2. dig a hole and bury my face in it
3. find Arinah and smack her hard
4. find charmaine/ lidiya/ chan/ yixin and hyperventilate and scream in front of them O:
5. (last resort) to just faint and collapse then act like i'm having fits. HAHAHA.
OK YAY. i am so awesome to get someone awesome-er than me(arinah) to
actually 'help' me. YAY. die die die die die. whoooooooots.
ok cool. i overslept tdy. sla meeting at 9 and i woke up at what, 9+?
then hurry bathe and everyth reached tk at ard 9.30 phew.
but i was like so super blur during the meeting ._________.
HHAHAHAAH ok camp - vivian jesslyn me 'in charge' of games + water gamessss.
WHEEEEEEE! (: MINI ANNE'S COMING ALONG COS SHE'S NEEDED FOR
THE FIRST AID WORKSHOPPPP. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA. ok awesome or what.
(ok, i just got the idea of using mini anne for night walk (: )
whoooots.
I AM EGGGSAIIIITTEDDDD FOR CDIV 2010 ZONALSSS.
JIAYOUUU PEOPLEEEE (((((: wheeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i'm feeling sky high since last night.
LIDIYA! 'staying online till that person goes offline' HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
ok random.
ok bye.


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Friday, February 26, 2010

ok die.
die. die. die.
ARINAH SO AWESOME LANDED ME INTO THIS BIG
TROUBLE (AWESOME KIND) . I WANT TO RUN AWAY,
DIG A HOLE AND BURY MY FACE IN IT. HELP ME. (:


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-ynn

HELLLOH. DON'T YOU JUST MISS ME? (:

LALALALALALALALA.
ugh i can't find new knee guard):
ugh I WANT THAT ASICS SHOEEEE! ):
cositslikehers cos its not as exppensiveee as its usually isss! ):
ok, dream on. ):

MONDAY!
i kind of uh, don't really rmb anyth that happened.
(this alwayssss, ALWAYSSS happens D: )
OH EXCEPT THAT 1st, 2nd, 3rd(all before recess) were
slack period O: geog and pw, mt didn't come. then was SEL.
yeah. did nth actually (:

TUESDAY!
a so very awesome day i went so high that i went crazy (:
jogging - me and chanyiting were jogging tgt, we left 2I behind ;p
seriously. AHHA. we literally chiong-ed all the way and i thought
chan was gonna leave me behind but we jogged same speed (: ended
up being the first 2 to reach! ;D awesome la! (: but i perspire like
sdnksshjb aft that .__. uh aft sch, lunch(!!!!!(((((: ) then csp, got back
CT PAPER. OMG AWEEESSSOMMEEEE. I AM HAPPEHHHH.
eeee, but i can't seem to do better than Shamirah ._. ugh. its ok.
then went for psgm for a little while, talked to charmaineeee and i high-ed
for a while then trng(!!!!!(((((: ) heeeh ok i did smth v v v dumb + stupid while
walking to the sports hall. (: trng was uh, okay? NJC cameeee to play.
I SEE JAYEJAYE! hmm, then for the first time ever, i saw the coolio
'thingy' on the wall which records the score, time, fouls, 'team name'
lit up and i was so happehhh. like as if you play at ccab or sth O:
ok and then i left earlier since si yi and ye xin and celine alr waiting for me.
walk to potong pasir and roamed ard heartland mall w those 3 peepos
then homeeeed to aunt's hse! (JA! i didn't see you again!)
somehow,chanjustdoesn'thave'fate'

WEDNESDAY
boomz, another awesome day! (: v v v shorttt dayyy.
walk from potong pasir to sch and i was perspiring like sdkjfnsdui. don't
ask me why. i reached sch and ran to the hall since everyone was outta
class alr. HEEEEH. omg damn awesome everyone told yixin to walk
the other way then left her alone (: andandand i was cjndiu fidnf efnif with
chan, but to no avail, only seeing denfcui sissy there): nvm. assembly was RUSHHH.
then back to class - math oh-my-god. ugh): last question - confirm wrong alr.
idk why so many people missed question 3, costs 11 marks out of 35 O:
then blahblahblah, trng aft sch. horrible. horrible. horrible. mc + jl 'talked' /
'scolded' us for at least ard 1h in total, taking up 1h of trng time): but weds
trng are ALWAYS tough. no seniors, no juniors. trained at the arena(!!!!!(((((: ) = worse.
ugh. full court match for last half trng. HORRIBLE LA. ): no one to subtitute me =
i was running up and down the court like mad the whole time ): boo. and i was
panting and cannot tahan alr so i was WALKING on court (YAY -.-) then
100 shooting then 7 laps. and i kept telling myself 'just run run run last one alr
run' and xinyi told herself 'just run, go home eat frozen yoghurt' HAHAHAHAHA.
ok i was dead by the time trng ended ._.
meandchanmadeaverygoodtriptorefillwaterduringbreakcositwasreallyworthwile
ok i think then aft trng was slacking at the canteen or sth then smth damndamn
awesome happened O:

THURSDAY!
awesome day three! (:
lalalala. first period - NO PE (BOOOO *protests*) cos of , ugh, lit.
YAY I SCREWED IT. sorrryyy jaeesyyy and daphneee! ): ok i know smth
awesome happened, but i cant rmb what, but i rmb going to 1P on tues/wed/thurs
and going so omg high and talking to charmaine and just going AHHHHHHH (((: hahahah
i am so cooooool. aft sch lunch with lidiya, si yi, ye xin and tong fei (: whoots.
awesome-ness. then csp. trng started at 4 so i roamed ard for a while,
met shahf and nabilah in toilet O: HAHAHAHAH hilarious ttm. then went
for trng whoots. WARM UP AROUND THE SCHOOOL YAYYY AWESOME OR
AWESOMEEEE! trng , played match and like used the digital thingy again!
(: woanchin bat shannen jiale and mc vs eunice alele sheeny xinyi and me for first
quarter, i think we lost 6 points. 2nd quarter was esther amanda alicia zoe and zen juen.
i think. didn't score i think. then back to firstquarter peeepos. lost terrribly (:
ZOMG YAY I MADE IT TO THE TEEEEEAAAAAMMMMM ((((((((((((((((((((((:
ok i was damn scared cos on wed jl said 'if your knee not ok, i won't put you in cos
v selfish to the rest, if ok then i put you in' ._. whooooots. and and and phototaking
next thurs! (: i'm gonna wear jerrseeyyy wheeee.

FRIDAY
awesome but not so awesome i think. morn assembly is (((((:
then sc - i screwed it again D: then jogging later played match
with team (: finally one team trng that i'm happy with (:
RECESSS IS V NICEEEE. ^^ + team recess (:
ok then nth alr whole day was boringggg. aft sch went to 1P
to borrow lappyyy and then went for ugh, leader's forum meeting
or sth to represent tlc board with denise. omg i felt dumb /:
the only sec2 -.- hah and everyone was saying stuff but i simply didn't
talk cos i didn't dare. ok no, DIDN'T HAVE ANYTH TO SAY.
heeeeeh (:

OK THIS IS SO BORING.
I LOVE MONDAYS, TUESDAYS, THURSDAYS AND FRIDAYS (:
chlorine! (HA HA HA CHAN. HA HA HA YEEE XINNN)

BYEEE.


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chanyiting the loser.
Sunday, February 21, 2010

ok stupid chan just said C stands for chlorine
i am so so so so so sad): YOU OWE ME ANOTHER
PIGGYBACK = 2 PIGGYBACKS. (no, thurs one
doesn't count cos you only carried me from toilet,
10 steps to canteen. must carry me to the END of
the canteen (: ) HAH. NAH IN YOUR FACEEEEE!
WHOOOOTS.

ok tdy is v boring and tiring. sunday class then home then
out to filming. wait, filming was damndamndamn awesome.
omg we laughed like maddy when kah heng's laugh went
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. and bloopers,
awesome-ness (: YAY!


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brxnda
Saturday, February 20, 2010

awesome phonecall w brenda just now (:
whee. sorry brenda i didn't talk PROPERLY
cos my bro kept telling me i was too loud?!
grr. tmr ok. then i'll complain to you about
annoying people (: YAY. hahaha. don't be too
sad about not being able to use the comp.
cos i disciplined myself not to use comp on weekdays
too! (: wheeeeh. heh. and yeah. life's unfair.
both of us put in a lot of effort on/in sth but then
in the end noth good happens. makes us even more ):
and angrehhh. like how i am now. super pisseeeddd.
pissypissypissy.


SJKDNUIFB! don't judge things by the way they LOOK.
ugh. damnnn. you just spoiled my whole day by judging
everyth the way they look.


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i came back from bugis, switched on the comp and i'm annoyed again.
grr. ARGMPH*eats those people like tofu cheese up* (:

ok i failed to find abby's pressie): boo. i'll get it soon ok abby (:
lidiya! i think me + amanda treat you to movieeee next week or
sth? (: no promises cos i'm afraid i'll be busy ):

hur. i didn't get my sandals tdy): the damn strap came off and like
udhnikdngl now i can't use it i have to use my old ugly sandals):
boo. but yay cos i got 2 new stuff tdy (: clothes + dfn (: don't tell
you what it is ;p

ughhh. lit filming tmrrr): sun class then lit filming then i go tamp for
awhile buy stuff then home. sheeesh. sad): no webcamming w branddah.
grr.

bye.
im still v annoyed at you people!
nvmnvmvnvm, at least i talked to YTF about everyth (:


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armph.

Nurul! (: says:
i sometimes v ): and angry w my juniors leh ):
grr
i want to eat them up ARMPH.
[c=30]DEAFKNEE dadee! -.....- [/c] says:
HAHAHAHA PRETEND THEIR YOUR CHEESE TOFU


AHHAHAHAH THE MEAN DEAFKNEE CAN BE VERY NICE TOO!
lalalalala. i made daphne jealous of me TWICE cos i ate cheeeseee tofuuu (:
no deafknee, you're not awesome at all.


ohohoh and deniseeeeee! seeee!







YAYYY. see denise's peeamm (:


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i'm bored.
Friday, February 19, 2010

WARNING. THE FOLLOWING POST MAY CONTAIN
A LOT OF CRAP. READ IT AT YOUR OWN RISK.

1.branddah loves me (no, i don't love her ok)
2. i am so so so bored and i'm waiting for JA the awesome-er to come
online so i can be v noisy and go v v v high in the convo and tell her everything
(how sjndsuin molested me, how the ojolinilodns thing is over)
3. i don't understand the lit vid for next week's ct. awesome lah. (HAH I FEEL
LIKE ASKING V TO HELP ME WITH IT)
4. i WANT to watch movie and go out on sunday w lidiya and amanda!
5. i don't like it if ppl like you don't appreciate my efforts, when in fact i put
in my 100% on you all k.
6. branddah said that okjnmiklns isn't good, like her friend's. sigh.
idk why i'm talking so much about branddah here, not like as if she's
so interesting -.-
7. i randomly talked to my guy pri sch friend just now idk why. like aft
897897658 years of not talking/ seeing each other.
8. i don't want to go LJ cos it sounds so damn boring. ugh
9. i want to quit csp but i don't want to quit csp for basketball.
10. i can't go for prefect camp meeting tmr): and i'm at no.10 now. bye.


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(:

HEHHHHLLOOHHHHHH! (((((((:
look, i'm a v v v happy kid tdy! (:

LALALALALALALALALALALALA!

WED!
hmm, i can't rmb anyth you know. /: oh malay ct,
i think only 2 ppl in class passed eh. i failed by one markkk.
no nvm, i'm going to 'fight' with cikgu on mon. HAHAHAH.
i cann only rmbbb, aft sch marked csp mock paper!
O: then went off for trng! (: trng was at old sports hall):
and we only got HALF the court since table tennis using):
trng wasn't thatttt tough i guess \: i slacked at the end of
the 7 rounds. like whuuuttt, i was one of the last ones -.-
ok nvm :

THURSDAY!
YAYYY. time flew damn fast. math was idk what,
hmm, PEE EEE AWESOME YOU KNOW. I LOVE BRAND DAH.
'NURUL! AIN! NURUL! AIN!' thats how she call me :O ok nvm.
but pe sheenychicky, xinyi twin and me got seperated AGAIN):
sigh. we tried to cheattt get into same grp but cannot): ugh. cos
max one basketballer in one grp): nvm. heh but huixia managed
to sneak into my grp! (: ok blahblahblah. geog was doing mock ct
paper then recesss. and blablablablabla, end of sch, ZOMG CSP!
eeeeek. ct paper was hard i think. (shamirah said its v v hard? :O )
idk the whatwhatwhatwhatwhat words then anyhow guess i think i got
the ans correct! and i couldn't recognise the 'wen xi' word aft learning it
again and again and again -.- i finished the paper like half an hour earlier,
being so smart i couldn't be bothered to check cos i was simply too too too
smart alr right, went off for trng! (: wheee. trng was v niceeee.
but v super tough. ugh. last part was 1 on 1 then 2 on 2 then 5 on 5 half court
then full court?! then straightaway 7 laps ugh): but i was v determined
to finish 7 laps i wasn't the last few(: heeeh. 1 on 1 was horrible.
i partnered amanda and i almost peed on my pants on court la. HAHAHAH.
ok so me and amanda rannnn to the ball, both of us pick it up
and started snatching, both of us landed on the floor rolling(LITERALLY)
and one time so damn wrong i was on top of amanda and amanda screamed
her 'HOLY MAMA!' HAHAHAHAHAHAH and i couldn't stop
laughing i wanted to pee in her face. ok end up she got the ball. seriously,
i think we stayed on court for like 3mins rolling on the floor just to snatch
the ball. UGH. EH, she got the ball cos i was laughing too hard D: then everyone
clap for her): 5 on 5 most awesome!(: cos cos cos i playeeedddd yayyy. and and
its so niceeee cos i managed to take 877657646 rebounds and chiong back.
HHAHAHA. but jl say we all play cannot go competition cos
we don't take it seriously and not comp standard): sigh. aft trng he ask me why
i always come trng halfway): sigh): i dont want right): ok nvm
i talk to lin lao shi alr she say she'll try change csp day/ let me go off
if she's doing wkbk only. (:

FRIGGING AWESOME FRIDAY!
i dreaded going to class as usual : but nvm. the day passed v v v slowly cos
math was sjndauifb, geog was doing mindmapping for one whole period
then everyone so siannnn then eng, ml+ his nonsense+ comprehension.
i handed in my crap for gothic storyy. then JOGGING! no fun tdy):
i joined the bballers then we only did shooting): but nvm. YAY we sang lidiya
bday song during reeceesss((((: and thanita birthday too! aft recess
was dsjcniusidn but (((((: cos -the ohmygod so long case is SOLVED- (:
then i only spent like one/two min in 1p))))): ugh. i don't like)))):
hmm, assembly was v nice! hah of course whaaattt(((: then aft sch
ate ice creeammm at canteeeen w lidiya sharifah yasmin rachel sarah
etc etc etc! (: HAHAHAHHA. LIDIYA YOU BETTER POST THE PHOTOS
I TOOK I DONT CARE HOW UNGLAM IT WAS OK. GRR. haaaaaah.
branddah damn cute! (: 'EH MY FRIEND jdcnuisdzn BUY ___ WEEKS AGO
THEN xdsofcn;sidno ALSO SPOIL ALR!!!' scream from 2nd floor O:
branddah and asyikin doodled on my foolscap and handbook):
eh asykin, you go doodle on the lit paper, lucky its in pencil! tsk.

YAY WEBCAM W BRANDDAH LATERRR(:


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specially for lee-dee-yah.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIDIYA!
heeeh. yay you! you're fourteeeeennn. tsk v old.
stay awesome my fellow psl frienddd (:
its been (oneee, twoo, three) almost four months
since we knew each otherrr! HEH ;D
okok you must STOP your badbadbad emoing habbits
and must always stayy happyy and awesome!(but i awesome-er k)
hmm, we must always talk about our-fav-topic whenever
we're high so we can smile and laugh at the comp screen k.
(((((: (did you see someone during assembly? (: )
YAY. i'll give you your present someday since my trouble is
OH-VERRR nowww(: wheee. thank you for listening
to all my crap for the almost-four-months! (:
and YAY, i think we've gotten over our roller coaster
up and downnn in our friendshipp alr right! (:
cos we both v awesomeee. ok see, i'm alr
crapping here. tooodddleees! hope you likey
the swensens ice creeeammmm yasmin bought/ we disturbed
you just nowww! ;D
peeass: we'll go out w amanda tgt someday again! :)


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Thursday, February 18, 2010

YF(E) OUTRAGED MY MODESTY TODAY TWICE OH NO.
JUST TO GET THAT TRACES OF THE 'HUG'.
first she ran from behind me and jumped on me, 3 secs later
i was screaming my heads off cos i realised there it goes.
a few minutes later she ran towards me from the front. pfft.


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SV! :)
Tuesday, February 16, 2010

SV! seeee youuu tmrrrr((((:

JA, COME TO CEDAR TMR AND HELP ME TRASH
THAT FOSNCIOSEHUNUKB. the person you said
'ohhh, i know her. she's a cedarian!' ((: the one you wanted
to find on fri but failed. HAHHAHAHAHA. HELP ME
TRASH HER OK. HAHAHAHA. ohoh lidiya said..
'if ja didn't have a reputation to uphold, that sdondisfofnipo
would have been bashed by now' HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
awesome. (:

I DON'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL TMRRRRR):
I DON'T WANT SWFNIIOWBLIUABQDOIANIO.


anyhoo, me and lidiya shall just die tgt.
i got hist(EEEEEEE!!!!) + LIT(x2EEEEEEEEE!!!) + GEOG
+ MALAY CT (the 3pgs of peribahasa to study zomg) +
CSP CT. omg. ): pfffft. ok, lidiya missed her beeaccchhh
outing, and i missed my ion orchard. HOW SAD ):
pffffft. i missed ion cos of that chineeeesssseeee THAT I
REALLY V BADLY DON'T WANT TO SCREW UP OK.
I'LL TAKE CHINESE TILL SEC4. I WILL I WILL I WILL!!

eeee. why trng 3 consec days. then trng clash with csp.
eeeee. thenthenthen aft 3consec days got 4 days break.
then stamina all bvroommmfooosshhh. :O


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ilyvm;
Monday, February 15, 2010

webcamming/ video-calling w daphne is so omg.
HAHAHAHAH. weirdweirdweird stuff.
1. i made her v jealous cos i ate cheese tofu
in front of her and she went '-heartbroken pic-' HAHAH aww.
2. we showed each other childhood photos! (:
3. i had to show her how i look in scarf x9897897768667 -.-
4. DAPHNE DANCED FOR MEEEE! ((((((:
(the one the sec2s did during psl farewell before the sec4s came in
for the partayyyy:O )
5. daphne showed me her v v v ugly bears and dolls that weren't
as cute as mine! (:
deafknee, ihateyou cos you pang seh me and go your boyf house
just to see dogs and left me here suffering alone):

Malay CT on wed,
CSP on thurs. and i'm still
here. YAY. (:

pssst, excluding the hundreds and
thousands of hw in my bag.
(but i'm v v v glad i've finished
math up on fri ;D )


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whoooots. team outing tmr(:
YAYYYY. awesome or what. going ion butttt,
seriously, is it open? :O heeeh X: actually jl invited
everyone over to his house, but somehow, i'm not going.
cos X:
(:

ugh. you you you you you. I WANT TO DAO YOU ALR.
tsk. i know you read my blog right. grr. i'm not scared of
you alr, now you gonna be scared of me! TSKKKK. pfft.



sometimes i feel like running away from reality cos reality's harsh.
sometimes i want to run away from my problems.
sometimes i just dont want to face the truth.
i want to hurry get everything over and done with but i just don't dare.


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i woke up,
Sunday, February 14, 2010

to find myself crying again.

hehloh.

i've been v successful in making myself happy (:
and i went v high last night laughing in front of
the comp screen, my head kind of not ok for a while.
heeeeeeh.

oh yeah,
i got a P2 cousin, who's v v v afraid of bread and he'll run away
if you just touched bread and never wash hands then come near
him. then if you touch him, he'll cry AWW. he doesn't eat bread,
but eats swiss rolls, donuts, muffins, cakes. AREN'T THEY STILL
BREAD?!

yay i'm chatting with jesslyn now(: aft a million years again (:


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Saturday, February 13, 2010

i want to random crap again.
Amanda just sent me one whole text message of chinese
words, that i can only understand like 15% of it -.-
okay amanda tan just joined my gang, the flat footer gang.
awesome or awesome? ever since i told her i was flat footed
she started saying her foot always pain blabla.
so now, eunice, me, sheen, amanda, huihwee all flat footed.
okay anym? (: see, we're flat footed but we still can run ;D

LIDIYA JUST MADE ME SMILE LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS AGAIN.
(: C (:

i suddenly missed cross country + sports day.
and i went to read my cross country post! (:
I REALLY MISS CROSS COUNTRY! (:
okay i'm determined to train for it this year ;D
(and hope i'll make it to the top 10) heeeh. not impossible
ok. i got 17th last year! ((((: omg. heh :X


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i just feel like blogging random crap.



aft so long, really v long of not chatting w lidiya (like a real
long convo) tdy we managed to entertain each other by talking
crap on msn. for 2h (: and again, the 'seniors' topic came out
again and both of us smile at the screen like nobody's business.
we just loveeeee talking about seniors (:
i miss those times in nov/dec when like EVERY SINGLE convo,
lidiya would talk about _______ and i'll talk about ________ (:
then on 26th nov, JA came along and then onwards we had more
more more more more fun times. and crapping online and going
v v v v v super high at night on msn convos 3 of us would smile
and laugh like nobody's business to the comp screen. awesome right.
and i miss the fights too (:
i miss JA's 'don't emo alr! cheer up!'
(: ahh priceless moments. HAHAHA. (:



i know i've posted this pic like idk how many times alr, but this is the only
pic we have tgt! /: we must take pic sometime soon! (:
HAHAHAH I STILL LIKE THE 'LIDIYA NO I DONT WANT TO TAKE
PICTURE WITH JIA AI OMG!' ((((:


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fooooshhh.

bosai(both sides), ass(s), tooty ger(duty girl), frarted(flooded), oway(always).
'must square bosai!'
'tooty ger, please clean the whiteboard!'
'bring the ass over to the lef sai'
'wah! what happened? why here frarted?'
'i tell you so many times, oway got girls still make mistake'
(credits shuey! GO READ SHUYU'S BLOG LA.
more humourous stuff there(: )
this thing never fails to make me (: no, i'm not being mean, its
just v v v cute okay. 'later you old also you cannot speak english
properly' :D HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

wed tlc.
i enjoyed it A LOT A LOT A LOT THIS TIME!
like x998789676657 more than 2 weeks ago (:
4C SO SO SO AWESOME. omg their class name super cheem
idk what it is ._. i joined them in the games (YAY) (:
damn fun ok. i laughed till my stomach hurtttt ;D

thurs pe handball was so damn fun (: but me, sheeny and xinyi(twin!)
got seperated cos mc say WHY ALL THE BASKETBALLERS TGT?!
tsk. so we seperateddd): but its ok. then brenda miss me like mad!
heeeeh. my team played against xinyi+brenda's team then i managed
to trick brenda like x987u9765 into passing to me and she almost did!
(: i think we won them 6-5 or smth :D
trng later was v nice (: we managed to play match. and this time
i'm happier (: cos jl chose me for the first round of match w seniors!
7laps i think i ran extra la wtp. pfft.

yest! cny performance! zomg concert i keep turning
ard go see the diamond cos she nvr nvr nvr look at me
and i was wondering where JA! tsk. ok nvm, later diamond see me alr
i v happy ;p hm, performance sucked. i didn't know what to do,
i sway different side, and the hand actions all horrible -.-
1. daphne said she + gerry + sarah laughed at me! TSK.
2. youjing+zj+yufang kept chanting 'NIU ROU! NIU ROU! NIU ROU!' (WOI!!)
3. 1P + 2I were expecting me to come out and sing
(NO SERIOUSLY, DREAM ON LA OK) sorry to disappoint you all! ;p HEH.
4. 1P + 2I screamed my name (?!)

okay YAY. aft cny performance i )))))): but then aft i see JA i (:
a bit! heeeeh. zomg yufeng damn retarded ok. give the notebook
to ____ but not to ____. so mean. lalalalala. AHAHA see yf and
JA talk damn funneh. no no, i mean, damn cute. (: YAY JA! (:
heeeeeh i loveeee JA! ;D

I LOVE SEEMING MY SecretValentine TOO! heeeeh
(eh eh, i've started eating your chocs! (: )

oh yay, thanks leedeeyaaa for letting me vent my angerrr and
then you started to curse the blablabla hahahahha. damn cute ;p

me: why you jealous!
__: cos JAM hugged you! my heart <\3 can!

BYE. I <3 JA AND SV! (:


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stupid selfish, self-centred, insensitive djsnfuyb!
-.- x98797456123132189479874865465165197!


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if only accidents didn't happen,
Friday, February 12, 2010

tag replies:
GERMAINES . : okay i try /: its even harder for me now):
Lois: hellooo (:
Chor Ying: link you sooon! x)
Lidiya: err okayyy ... ?!
wanting: hellooo and cheers for the 2 tags!
seeyee: whoots i can runn now dude!
Abigail: hey! yes we're talking about the sameeee mean person (:
ZENJUENNN!: yo. highhighhigh(: no la, i was the piss-est. really.

hello. i'm not in the mood to blog, although
i really want to. so, v short post here + tag replies.

HEY JA! thanks a lot for cheering me up up up just now.
'who's that person? ohhh i know! she's a cedarian right!' -.-
you damn awesome ok! more awesome than me! (: and you almost
made me waterfall when you talk to me ok): but nvm. i
smile smile smile and walk in circles! (cos if i stop smiling away
and walking in circle, TRUST ME, i'll stone.) loveeeee you!
come to cedar next time more often and i want more hugs! ;D
p/s. now you look nice with your hair tied(:

SV! thanks for your letter in the morn, and the cheering up in
the aftn! (: eee you made me waterfall, ok nvm. LOVE YOU
SV!

deafknee! hello loser. you made me (: when you told me
you+gerry+sarah were laughing at me when i was performing.
mean people. tsk.

if only accidents didn't happen, i'd be so free now.
i know i'm given this prob cos He knows i can solve it.
i know there's always a good side of this.

sigh. byebye.

the ): behind the (:


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Wednesday, February 10, 2010

i love shuyu's blog (:
go and see, math lesson on mon so interesting.
ML: why is the floor FRARTED(flooded)?!
CLASS: FARTED?! *laughs like mad*
awesome right (:

i want to dieeee. my head's spinning aft trng.
until nowwww. oh gosh. i didn't see JA yest):
cos i chionged to the bus stop in 2mins as soon
as i got outta sch. anyw, my knee's better now (:
doc said i can cont with sports (: hoorayyy.

shortshortshort post here.
some random 1P-ian damn scary ok. drive me to one
corner then started threatening me and being v v v touchy
asking me info about lidiya. cool or cool? -.-

eeeee YOU v mean. v unreasonable. indirectly scold yufeng
for noth. not her fault right -.- noth better to do manxzxz.
dumb. dumb. dumb.


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but i'm not leaving
Sunday, February 7, 2010

hello, last post before i go missing for a few days again.
why must weekends fly past so fassttt. grr.
noth much happened tdy, sunday morn class was err,
okayyy (: then just now ard 5+ spent webcamming with
SEEYEE. HEHEHEHEH. omg we're noobs cos its the
first time we're using webcam on msn. awesome or awesome?
(somehow i love the word awesome a lot) seeyee's sister
is v v v cute ;p heeeeh. hm, can i random crap now? cos i think
i have too much random stuff that don't fit in anywhere here.

1. i think its v awesome that i'm good at hiding my feelings.
but not that good at times /: yeah):
2. sometimes, people tend to be insensitive towards my feelings :
bleahhhh. and idk what to do, afraid that i may hurt the
other party instead.
3. i was a bit ): this weekend cos of little little little things,
but no, i wasn't being petty ok. its just that these little
little little things add up tgt and like .. idk how to say la /:
4. sarah and seeyee! thanks for everyth last nighto! ;D i felt much better!
5. i've alr spent 20 mins writing all this so far.
6. some of my juniors are really, truly, v awesome. hm, and now i agree
on what JA posted on her blog about how we treasure our juniors (:
7. i'm v in love with russian roulette.
8. i met aida at Parkway Parade yest, and she claims that she's
stalking me O:
9. sometimes idk what to say to you when you tell me about your
juniors. sigh /: no, i'm not being selfish, its just that this is v hard
for me ok. \:
10. i hope this upcoming week will be a great week for me
like seeing JA and maybemaybe seeing Alena on fri! JA GO
GET HER TO COME OK. I MISS HER! ;p
(excluding getting upset from the dumb cny performance +
maybe, probably, you): )

BYE.


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regrets.
Saturday, February 6, 2010

i'm bored): so i shall random crap

1. C SO COOL.
2. bleah sometimes when i see trackers having sooo much
funfunfun i still kind of regret no appealing to track): cos i
still kinda want to be in trackkk): too late alr la /:
3. i want leg muscles! like SOME trackers'
(to whoever who said my leg muscles
are nice, they are not cos they're fats that are seen as
muscles since i wear v tight knee guards! D: )
4. OKAY IM REGRETTING IT NOW ))):
5. i shouldn't have been nervous > screw the whole auditions up!!
6. eeeee okay i'm really crapping): SIGH
7. i didnt realise lidiya's pm was like refering to me /: till now.


idk why eh): why i still want to be in trackkkk):
but i didn't appeal cos 1. too lazy. 2. dont think i can
get in since i got no exp in track but got exp in bball /:
3. its harder to make it to the team in trackkkk.

AHHHHH )))): okay nvm. bleahhh. lets hope some
miracle happens someday then i'll be like alethea!
half field-er half basketball-er. O:
dreamdreamdream first /:


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Friday, February 5, 2010


i was looking through redsports andddd...
CELINE!



JOLINE!




RACHEL!
omg her face so cute O:
sherlin + selina!



YENYI SO AWESOME

THEN THE ANGMOH CAME AND THE BALL FLEW AWAY ):












heeeeeh (: seniors, i know you've done your best! :D


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bomb.

hayyylowwww ((((:
i'm back (YAY)

i shall start with what happened tdy + yest! (:

the very bad THURSDAY ):
the sttoooopidddd cny rehearsals aft sch /:
yeah, supposedly 'rehearsals' when only 2 groups
of people turned up. scholars + sec2 csp. awesome.
and i kept complaining aft sch 'I DONT WANT TO GO FOR
REHEARSALS' x98645158794811 (seriously, i said it at
least 15 times. no kidding. thanks to sarah and yasmin for
tolerating my nonsense throughout that whole 1/2 hours O: )
so dumbdumbdumb. everyone went on stage, stand like blur
people, no positions noth =.=" embarrassingggg))): i. don't. like.
it was since the incident in tkps that made me have hmm, can
i say irrational fear of performing on stage? ): then we sang like
idk what and i was just mumbling and .___. then mg came to me
and ask 'why you so unwilling to perform?' and i replied 'cos i don't
want to' (: I REALLY DON'T WANT!! ))): and that alone spoiled
my whole day, not forgetting trng. i thought i was freeeee, until
like 4:18 when we started doing man to man and zone defence -.-
3 groups, my group: all the injured people. awesome to the core.
me, knee. zj, ankle. alicia, finger. etcetcetc. tooooot la. and somehow,
from a forward i played the point guard position, and obviously with
everyone injured + me not playing my own position = we lost
almost every single match = embarrassing + annoying = sort of
proves we're lousyyy = chance not to get into the team.
and zj was so pissed she bounced the ball so hardhardhard it flew high
high high O: no wait, i was even more pissed than her. trng ended,
i ran the 8 laps that we had to sprint (: whoooohoooo. then everyone
went shooting and i ran 15-17 rounds ard the court alone cos no one wanted
to run with me again ): but its okay, i feel the sense of satisfaction alr! :D
whooots. but aft trng still no one to run with me ard sch): but its okay!
IKIN GONNA ACCOMPANY ME NEXT TIMEEEE


TGIF! (((:
todaytodaytoday! YAY!
math- horrible as usual, i'm v v v amazed how i can actually get nagged
at for 50mins everyday in sch (: L-STER SO AWESOME LA RIGHT!
why you do liddat! i tewl you, you follow me sure no probem one!
pleasepleaseplease. don't make me hate mathsss))):
lit is awesome, WHEN YOU WATCH THE VIDS! (:
geog -
mrs tan: write down 3 qualities of your husband that you want/
qualities that guys would want in woman.
*then later shows answer from other classes*
answers: 'virgin' , 'good in bed' OMG WTHHH. SHEEEESHHH.
jogging, spoilt by the cny rehearsals again, awesome. and i'm so so so angryy))):
grr, cos i can't jog): AND I DONT WANT TO PERFORM!! )):
assembly, performance was GREATTT AND DAMNNN INTERESTING!
*sense my sarcasm* ): grr. off to hosp for appt aft sch, WHOOOOOA,
pt: have you been doing your exercises? *in his slang* how often?
me: yes, EVERYDAY.
and my mum was giggling (: i do it EVERYDAY but not regularly. HAHAHA OMG
I WAS LYING (((: physio is horrible terrible): and when he asks
me to do squats, can see that my knee is seriously out of alignment,
YES, ITS MORE INWARDS. THE LEFT ONE): sheeesh):
then homeeeeeee.

and now, HERE.
hehehehe. and i shall start blogging about random stuff that don't fit in
anywhere in this posts(:

1.since i don't blog everyday, i think i should have the
freeeddommm to blog about anyth i want to! (YAY!) i'll really crap
and talk what i want to since you can see my nonsense only a few times a week (:
2. the letter C is so awesome! ^^
3. in the morn from canteen to class, i saw doda with ___ and i waved to doda
but ignored someone! O:
4. i've been randomly walking ard the sch in the morn + during recess and its v fun.
5. i'm jealous of you):

bye.


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i want freedom.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010

i better blog now before i forget about everyth that
happened /:

MON.
off to seniors' bdiv match aft sch (:
i totally stuffed all the food i could in my mouth cos
i was soo hungry /: first few goals scored by cedar,
then zhonghua caught up, with this angmoh girl
scoring all the 3-points foooshhhh. then zhonghua took
the lead, and cedar caught up with 46-46 and cedar people
cheer like mad zomg. heh. redsports there idk what to say
if i see more of my unglam pics on redsports /: thennn,
cedar lead by like 6 points then at last we lost by 5 points):
51-46. damn sad damn sad. COS THAT ANGMOH KEEP
SCORING ALL THE 3POINTS!))): eeee, then the seniors
all started crying zomg): sheessh, but nevertherless, they
played v v v well! :D but i pity the sec4s la): sigh.
last match for them to represent cedar ): home with
amanda xin-yi esther + vivian and shannen (: sheeesh.
cdiv 10 south zone @ cedar x87868756865 pressure):
AHHHHH. (the whole world knows now, so i decided to just
say it)

TUES
yest yest yest! (: oh no what happened ah. okayokay
jogging (((: i ditched the rest behind again. charmaine's slang kills me,
abby's and jiayi's nonsense just makes me laugh like mad and i can't
jog alr cos i'll be laughing nonstop. CSP AFT SCH CANCELLED
= x9897065687544 happyyyy (((: = can go for psgm + trng.
WHEEEE. i totally didnt know what to do with 1P manxzx X:
HAHAHAHAHAH. coincidentally, i dreamt the night before csp
was postponed to wed and i was so so so happy! and my dream
came true (: trng without seniors was so ):

WED
lessons were all boring): but i was still v good listen in class (:
all the atoms and molecules v v v niceeee but i get confused
super easily O: trng aft sch! HORRIBLEEEE! new sports hall
give to volleyballers, old sports hall cannot be used, left with
OUTDOOR COURT! ): and it was damndamndamn HOTTTT.
warmup run at 200m track totally grabbed all the attention
from trackers and it was horrible /: then drills at the
first level empty corridor, we took away all the UG space /:
then back to court omg die. so hot so hot so hot.
(but i wanted a tan at my knee there v badly (; but i didnt get it): )
thenn the time when we sit in the shade, jiaolian talk to us
about competition and everyth. he said my stamina no good
omg sad): i was super super super sad and depressed): bleahh
(lau zenny, i know you said i was over competitive and i'm not afraid
to admit that i really am!) and i totally decided to run extra aft trng
+ jogging and i really did O: first to third floor and back down
with yiting chelsea amanda hui xia, halfway hui xia gone O:
then they said they tired alr, so i continued running alone.
for like another round /: then everyone at the canteen started
panicking, (according to amanda) worrying if anyth will happen to
me since i'm injured ._______________. (hehe thanks)
then i reached canteen everyone went 'HOW MANY ROUNDS YOU
RUN! DONT OVER EXERT YOURSELF! LATER YOU INJURED
HOW!' zomg like everyone started nagging/: hahahaha (:
i'm so toucheeddd ((((:
i got to buck up on my stamina, or else i'll just die on court
next month. anyone who reads my blog and needa do make up
run during jogging, ask me along okay! (: REALLY ASK ME ALONG.
if not i'll be running alone aft everyone's done with jogging (:

random stuff:
1. my + amanda's fav song while walking home is the
'said a thousand legged worm, as it gives a little squirm, have
you seen this little leg of mineeeeee' (YES, THAT ONE)
2. i'm a v determined person (sense my egooo) cos i told myself
not to slack and i didn't slack this year(: i told myself to run
aft trng tdy eventhough no one accompany me and i really did (:
3. jaaayy ayyy is so ego and i miss her
4. i haven't been a good girl and do my physio and my appt is
this fri and i don't careeee.
5. ard last 2 weeks, my so-awesome-compo that i did in P6 that
i sent to be published in the malay paper last 2 years somehow
got published again -.-x9878768956554 and tdy, i received
popular voucher from SPH =.="
6. I'VE GOT NEW PAIR OF SPECTACLES WHOOTS!

byeeee.

PS. i'm obessed with sheen's wallet that spells
LUBLIEW-OH-ACHE-EL-EE-ARER-DEE,
WOH-LERD (:


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