Monday, May 31, 2010

Sorry. Sorry. Sorry.
silly, apologising time and again.
Is it even my mistake?


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tell me if there's anything wrong.
Sunday, May 30, 2010

i need to talk to snail/ frog desperately ):
okay i srsly have no idea if i'm being paranoid or what, but whatever it is, it can't be so coincidental at that point of time right? 
rmb the promise? i thought i could trust you but just look at what you did. if this thing continues, i don't know what to say alr. i don't like doing this): then again, like i said, maybe i'm just thinking too much.


this sucks.


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SARAH IS AWESOME.
SARAH IS AWESOME.
SARAH IS AWESOME
*screams and runs around*
grr, happy?
i woke up from my 'nap' at 7, checked fb thru my phone and was so damn happy that i felt like screaming at sarah (again) and just grab her and squeeze her. 'SARAH CONFIRM CHOP STAMP WHATEVER' (hahahaha okay nevermind you won't understand!)

oh tdy i saw this group of actors and actresses at my house somewhere downnnn here with the mediacorp van whatever hahah. so cool! O: should be some chinese show thing! heeeeeh. some i-threaten-your-child-with-knife-scene-by-a-baddy. HEH.

sometimes, i just don't understand why people love to make a BIG BIG fuss of things that apparently, don't concern them. i pity them, nothing better to do.

OH I JUST REALISED HOW MUCH I PITY MRT DRIVERS. like omg people nowadays got nothing better to do but jump down to all the mrt tracks, only making the mrt drivers jam break and whatever, then what if they suffer from traumas/ phobias? poor thing right? sigh. LATER NO MORE MRT DRIVER HOW I TAKE MRT. HAHAHA. and apparently the recent commit suicide incident at the mrt track, my friend said he saw the guy's head like what, SEPERATED FROM THE BODY (ew) and they even had to cut the body into half cos they couldn't remove the body from under the train (AHHHHH OMG) and all this done by scdf! heh then i was telling my mum how interesting it'd be if i work with the scdf and do all this HAHAHAHAHA.

OH YEAH OH YEAH OH YEAH HEY! OH YEAH OH YEAH OH YEAH HO! YOU ARE THE ONE SINGAPOREEEEE. p/s. shuyu please teach me 2I's version of this song followed by the open and closing fist action *heehee you know what*


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Saturday, May 29, 2010

today i was so bored, i could run around in circles non-stop. srsly.

Sarah called me at ard 6.25, telling me she saw someone at kembangan. whut. i felt like screaming at her through the phone (HA HA HA) And talking to Jia Ai aft a very very very long time! JIA AI MISSES ME SO MUCH (: okay now i can con't teasing yufeng about JA alr wheeeee.

hmm, why she haven't replied my message to her yet on fb? disappointing):
okay don't think too much don't think too much don't think too much.

eh wtp, like as if i don't know you're talking about me. i have no idea why it affects you so much. can you just thinkkkkk, does it bother you? no. does it concern you? no. why your temper like that? i have no idea. srsly, reflect on your attitude kay, i didn't disturb you what, it was merely a passing remark.. k bye.


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rachelrachelrachelrachelrachel. heeeeh talking to her aft a damndamndamn long time, like what, march/april! poor her, jiayi totally ditched her man.

OKAY YAY ARINAH OWES ME SHAKER FRIES WHHOOOHOOOH. B)
die i think i did too many stupid stuff this week): pffft.

snail and frog off to uk alr ): -cries- HAHA. they calleddd me at like 11+ last night teehee so touched! (: comme back soon froggy and snail!


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Friday, May 28, 2010

bye frog, bye snail):
I AM SO SO SO SO SO SAD ): *sigh*
ten freaking days omg.

hmmmmmm.

yay i think i'm gonna have the same tutor as leeyoujing omg i lovelovelove her (:


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last night, i realised doing stupid things make me happy. cos they make me hyperventilate > think i'm dumb/ stupid > hyperventilate more > go crazy > go HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
you guessed it, i did sth extreme stupid i can jolly well dig a hole and bury my head in it.
Me: Hello, rmb me?
CM: hello, do i know you?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMG. -hides face- gerry and her ingenious idea. tsktsk.

okay daphne the frog and gerry the snail's going off in like whut, 12hours time? ): don't forget to buy me angmoh sweets hor. HAHA. BON VOYAGE!

okay dammit Arinah and her awesome idea of using my fb acct i'm deprived of reasons/ excuses now. whoa please.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIU YUFANG / LIU YIDAO / KOMKOM

-inserts extreme unglam picture-
TADAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH




HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOO AMANDA TAN SHU HUI.
run tgt soon  yeah? (:


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Thursday, May 27, 2010

i suddenly feel like posting. somehow.

heh okay firstly sorry youjing/ zenjuen): didn't know you all could sense the sad aura (whooooops) heh until leeyoujing omg so smart can sense everything. okay zenjuen ask youjing explain to you (: anyw thanks leeyoujing for being so kiasu and asking your tutor about dsfndiofgni HAHAHAHAHA. and and and your guessing game 'relationship problem?' HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH OKAY SORRY I CANNOT HELP IT BUT LAUGH. ANYW LOOK :

WE WERE SO CHUBBY IN SEC1. HAHAHAHA. AND EVERYONE'S NOT WEARING SPECS! AND FRINGE-LESS COMPARED TO NOW. ( I SEE CHARMAINE AT THE BACK) heh okay old cedar old classroom): bleahhhh



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400.

i'm feeling the holiday boredom alr. the fear of staying at home too long with nothing to do but watch tv and stare at facebook all day long (including refreshing the page every 10secs). ohmygod.
hmm lets see what i have here.
First week: i'm going to school EVERYDAY O: Mon for lj stuff, tues for trng and lj, wed for lj, thurs for trng and fri for trng (FRI FRI FRI FRI FRI) (:
Second week: go overseas then come back. school on thurs and fri. missing tues trng oh sadzxc):
Third week: school on tues, wed, thurs and fri.
Fourth week: off for lj and boohoo i'm missing trng again.
HMMMM. my holidays doesn't seem like one): YAY 4TH JUNE. YAY YAY YAY. PSL SIFNMIFN AND TRNG (*coughs*) looks like the seniors, last year sec4s are coming backkkkk someday and train with us whoohooo! hopefully they come when i'm ard): omg i miss going home with lynn HA HA HA. i think i'm looking forward to all the fri trngs yay. okay i got to sacrifice the howmanydaysihavefortrng and run aft trng at the track i think with AHMANDAHHHH. ummmmm.

today was a v nice day. at least i thought it was. PE - 'weight trng' ended up as running 800m and hearing mp talk till the bell rang -.- ooh she called out 'netballer' liuyufang(liuyidao) and vong and 'basketballer' me and then did this thing idk pull the hand to supposedly see our flexibility (since we use a lot a lot a lot of our arms) or sth omg pull until damn pain my face just went :S HA HA. okay then went to ask about sdfionsdfionsfgisn. i guess the response was disappointing): its okay Nurul you'll prove them all wrong. hm back to class mathmathmath argh. then um sc(ew) and recess. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUFANG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. yeah the first thing i heard when i entered the canteen and chionged to sing for her omg WHY YOU ALL NEH WAIT FOR ME. hahah ok kidding. threw lots of ice into her shirt and she screamed and ran ard like LIU YIDAO AHAHAHHAHA. okay whut. um reading (report boooook!) imma 'quiet' girl in class! WOAH! B) and geog (SLACK IN COMP LAB) and english (ANOTHER PERIOD OF SLACKING) decorating my/ zj's box for books and then mt (FB FB FB).
Cikgu: ni semua tengah buat apa? (what are you all doing?)
Us: errr..
HAHAHAHAHA OMG THE WHOLE CLASS WAS TALKING ABOUT HER ON FB. and guess what, i died-ed. Arinah did sth stupid again. sitting beside her in comp lab during FREE period is just so not awesome. she took control of my fb and yeah you guessed it she ugh posted sth for my 'pm' related to ______. ugh. okay dammit i think i've been using the same reasons again and again and again aft Arinah took control of my stuff (phone/ fb) hmm.
AFTER SCHOOL - CSPPPPPPPPPPPP I LOVE CHINESE. YEAH I SAID IT. WO AI HUA WEN (HA HA HA CORRECT NOT) um. got ct2 paper back whoohoooh. heh everyone had 1m added to their paper so awesome right! (: okay but i think no more A1s for me this year for overall): ooh surprisingly I DID WELL FOR ORAL (: WHOA. HAHA. and ugh, as usual shamirah did better (AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN) and and and slacked in the comp labbbb, talk to lao shi damn funny hahah. from taking csp outside sch to stripping in class (-.-) to idk what. home-ed with Shamirah, dropped by at the kitchen since she insisted to see and ask for food and try her luck to see if there's anyone she know (whut) and HOMEEEEEEE.

OKAY NEXT UP PEEEEEKCHASSSS ON THE LAST DAY OF SEMESTER 1.

LIU YIDAO'S PRESSIE. so hairy its hair flew all over the class AHHAHAHAHAH

sweets (SHUYU HEH HEH HEH) mine & zj's (:

ZENJUEN'S AND MY BOX. if its still there when school reopens, i'm gonna be so happy.




MY DOMO that Arinah gave and Sarah's piko in csp (:


its only the end of the FIRST semester. time flies like vroooom fast): soon 2I gonna parrrrtttt alr omg ): eeeeee):
bye.

p/s. i died bringing so many books home tdy

GERRY AND DAPHNE YOU SUCK DONT GO UK AND DITCH ME HERE LAH WALAO ):



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take me away
Wednesday, May 26, 2010

tomorrowtomorrowtomorrow. last day of school. idk if i should say YAY or BOO ): yay cos freedom from everything (actually not ))))): ) boo cos i'm gonna be bored to death and wont see my friends and seniors and juniors whatever crap for one whole month *sobs*

today was blearghhhh. crap crap crap and crap. got hist back, i'm satisfied with my marks i guess. bleah. then um, that slovenian figurine painting thing. painted with zj abby kt and abirami. retardedness. kt's doll looks like sbs bus HAHA. off for trng. WHY DON'T I SWEAT DURING TRNG BUT SWEAT SO MUCH IN THE MORNING OMG UGH. annoying. my sweat during trng is like so damn frigging little and i'm the only one not sweating. whereas *coughs* zj's sweat is boomz and so is chan's. eh zj dont kill me this is called FACTS OF LIFE you know (:

okay random stuff.
2. i am so so so sad on fri frog and snail gonna leave for uk then i got no one to talk/ sms to ahhhhh )))))):
3. i'm gonna study during hols ok. really. if you see me online all the time/ keep seeing me please shoo me away.
4. sports day is coming yay yay yay
5.my fav yay yay yay
6. ugh i reallyreallyreally am frigging confused. someone help me solve my probs ):
7. dnfjsndvino doesn't have notes and only study from her textbook for tests and her sci is the bomb man in trip sc whatthep. unfair): jealous):
8. I AM BORED
9. BEING BORED MAKES MY IMAGINATION GO WILD I STILL DK WHAT TO DO WITH MY NO.1 OKAY SHUDDUP.
10. aiyoh, 2 of my dreams + one of chan dreams about sadjinsuifnsoi really came true leh. what is this man. no wonder found it like damn deja vu (okayidkifi'musingthiscorrectly)

BYE


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Tuesday, May 25, 2010

stoooooopid. stop embarrassing me dude. ugh wtp.

school. csp. trng. home.
freaking screwed up csp ct2 today. totally. why not when i started mugging only yest. but thank god i managed to do quite a few (youcansaythat) of the questions. idk how many marks fly away at the cloze passage question and compre blah. i was writing whatever crap i could manzxc. grr. off to trng, wah damn not nice i've been having only like 1hr of trng since the past few trngs): jl always needa go off early to coach his other schools then trng end early oh sadzxc): and i alwaysalwaysalways miss the front part (which is run run run run run and run) so i bet stamina now is like vroommsshhhh. its okay its okay i'm gonna run in the morn again during june hols B) so Amanda can train for her 3000m and i can train for my 1500 *teehee* off to canteen aft trng, veryveryvery nice celline bought us cakeeeeeee (: awwh. she decorated herself one v nice ok! hmm ran ard like mad people aft that with limsiyi and celine HAHAHAHA. omg mad people. limsiyi you still owe me a race ok idc B) and celine, stop sweating at the wrong places (AHAHAHAH TOTALLY REMINDS ME OF this tc teehee) limsiyi so strong can piggyback me leh (: (p/s i bet i'm lighter than celine) hmmm off to library where i met the frog and she started sjnafuinsaofini until ANOTHER PERSON find out grrrrr when is it gonna stop you frog. and and and home with Amanda, met lidiya at the bus stop so went home tgt! (:

sports day's here again (YAYYYYYYY) andandand omg i am so eggcited x) teehee. hmmmm. wanted to take 3000m but decided the max i could go was 5th so forget it, trying for 1500m (: sucks. gahhh. i wanna do the shortshort sprints but i know super cmi so go just for fun. HAHA last year damn loser run 200m then jayne chiongggg in front alr so me and anjelica were like left at the back and both of us racing against each other for 2nd/ 3rd. but no overall was 6th or sth HAHAHAH. omg damn sucker. so i'm not gonna take 200m again this year (: and and and 10x80m (YAYYYYY) and and and 4x100m (YAYYYYYY) and and and 4x400m (YAYYYYYY) ohmygod why this year no 4x200m ): sadzxc.

okay finally a happy post. starting on sv's letter soon (:

OH OMG ESTHER HO CAN DO A FRIKKING HAND STAND AND WALK O: WOW.

-distribution of POP QUIZ paper-
Shuyu: OMG YAYYYYYYY *screams in joy till the whole class can hear*
Shuyu & Chan: *very very very very very happy* WE GOT TWOOOOO (out of ten)
yeah better than nothing, they expected a 10 wtp HAHAHAHAH.

Zoe's the biggest loser ever. Running back to class from recess (cos i rushed her to and like 'eh omg hurry hurry no time to change!!') she can bang into people and bang into that red white strip thing that she thought was a 'crime scene' at first omg noob. pfffft.


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Monday, May 24, 2010

i knew it. i knew i couldn't get through the day without getting through her lesson peacefully. dammit luh. spoil my mood for the day.

tdy's best thing of the day: MORNING ASSEMBLY. omg national anthem and school song play never play properly one dk what happen to the system then all those 6 people in front of me started vibrating non-stop. yufang megan kah heng you jing shuyu jiayi. vibrate until like dk what manzxc. and when i say vibrate it's reallyreally vibrating and laughing like dk what -.- okay ended up spread till 2O asyikin started laughing also omg then end of flag raising i was crying alr HAHAHAHA.

okay that annoying frog was at the library tdy to study and then ughhhh dofnsdofgsdif  sofniosisu foifnosdnfon!!! ))))): i forgot too stay back tdy omg i so dumbdumbdumb. sheeeeesh. UGH OKAY SHUT UP.

bye.

give me a break):


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Sunday, May 23, 2010

school tomorrow. and i'm dreading it like crap. why does the weekends fly past so fast?
i'll be more than thankful if i won't need to just frown or feel sad tmr cos of sdknsifnfing. damn all these nonsense. leave me alone for once please.
i want to have a good start for my holidays. no wait, i wouldn't even call it a holiday if i'm supposed to study everyday. ughhh crapppp.

i keep telling myself, it'll be over soon.


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a fake smile
Saturday, May 22, 2010

14 years on earth and i'm so tired of everything already.
give me a break from all this nonsense. i'm so drained out.
i keep telling myself, there's a good side to everything.
but its like i'm lying to myself.

thanks daphne (: thanks gerry (: thanks diyanah (: nice people whom i can tell everything to (oh gosh *hides face* why did i praise daphne that ego frog)
sv you went missing to camp when i needed to tell you everyth ugh dfjnsfionifnspi): hurry come back and sms me once you're back pleaseeeeee ))))):

i've been listening to pyramid again and again and again eversince i saw it on ________'s wall on fb. oh crap. teehee. at least 10times if not 15times tdy.
to all the sec3s out there, please hurry get your myes over and done with. cos i'm so bored w/o daphne and gerry and joey whatever online and dont dare to disturb you all by sms :C SO HURRRYYYY. JIAYOUUUU (:

dammit. stop pretending Nurul. stoppit.


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Friday, May 21, 2010

i put on a strong brave front, but inside it hurts so much.
idk what to do alr): i've got enough of everyth):
why can't you just leave me alone for once.
i don't like it. i just don't.
sometimes i just feel like breaking down in class but no i don't. when i teared/ cried in class the other day, no one knew.
i work so hard but it doesn't pay off, and now you're
blaming me for everything. don't you know how much
hard work and effort i put in? no you don't.
and THAT doesn't give you the right to do whatever you're
doing now.

life's really unfair. what is this? ):


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little things

make a big difference.
makes me smile.
makes me happy.

hello you, thanks for the letter (: really happy you replied C: although the letter was a bit saddd, but it's okay! hopefully you know about the existence of my unprivated blog alr!


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i can't find my way
Thursday, May 20, 2010

school. csp oral (AHHHHHHH). trng.

hmm, tdy was pretty much like any other day. PE was fun, although we didn't lift a single finger (: 'sprinters have huge butts cos they got muscles *points here, points there*' HAHAHAHA mp said that O: teehee. ohmygod today leeyoujing that b***y (no no, not badd word just censored to protect her identity ha ha) screamed like a raped woman and chased me around 2nd level omg. but too bad, she never caught up (:
csp oral aft school. i died-ed. the waiting time was alr horrible enough, an aircon room + nervous = I NEED THE TOILET. yeah, like seriously, when its MY TURN i needed the toilet. boohoohoo. omg one look at the passage i went like 'OHMYGOD HOW TO READ' and 'helping words' were given for those words that i know and not the words idk -.- damn dumb omg. so i went like 'something something something' when i didn't know the word omg damn funny and stupid. and omg. showed daphne my oral paper that laoshi gave for a copy, thennnn .. HI WORLD, DAPHNE DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO READ THIS AND I TAUGHT HER OMG I FEEL SO PRO B) 电子邮件 HAHAHAH. daphne, in case you forgot, its dian zi you jian (: teehee. trng aftwards and omg i was so late late late late late. luckily, yes luckily trng started like 3.30 or sth, phewww so didn't miss much (: i think tdy's trng v nice heehee. omg celine and trini totally like jumped on me and bullied me or sth during the 2-on-1. yes jrs bullying me ): HAHA.
ehhhh i dont understand how telling mc 'sorry i'm late for trng becos i had csp oral' is attention seeking -.- wtp you. no brains no brains.

yay i love geog.
yay daphne thanks for whatever you did.
yay me.
bye, don't forget your promise okay.


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Wednesday, May 19, 2010

rmb the promise you made two weeks ago, on friday. yes i still keep your sms. idk if you'll still rmb it though, given your blur-ness. but whatever it is, i'm still waiting, two more weeks. time flies i know.

can't believe my waterworks switched on by itself.


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guilt.

Photography Pictures, Images and Photos


WHOOHOOH THE EXAMS ARE OVER AND OMG I FEEL SO FREEEEEEE. and yay i wanna start putting photos like this cos i think they're super nice and make me smileeeeeee. okay whut. nevermind. yay screw ct2. NO DON'T TALK ABOUT IT ANYM GAHHHH.  okayokay random pictos that i'm supposed to post since longlonglong ago! :
DAPHNE THE LOSER
(yes you, rmb this? XCOUNTRY? RAWR)



KOMKOM LIU YUFANG/ LIU YI DAO (little nonya HA HA HA)
credits shuyu & val!


SHAHF HAHAHAHA.

 okay enough spazzing. daphne just made me want to kill her, and gerry RAWR. NO POSTS SPECIALLY FOR YOU TODAY. NO NO NO.

nextup: random stuffffff.
  1. ZOE'S A FREAKING RETARDED TEAMMATE/ JUNIOR THAT I LIKE TO BE WITH (:
  2. Aida, stop breaking into my love with sv ( HA HA HA )
  3. i wanna watch the last songggggg (((:
  4. i'm not exactly supposed to be here cos tmr's chinese oral and i haven't read through my textbook yet (cos i still can't read some words omg loser)
  5. OMG __________ LIKES ________?! HAHAHAHAHAHAH.
  6. daphne, i don't like you. WHY YOU ALWAYS STUDY AT LIBRARY and sdjsnfiosni?! ): yest also i go library but never dsfnsdofnaionfmpfin ): EEEEEEEEEEE.
  7. i'm spazzing now.
  8. i ate raisins and chocs before math ct tdy O:

last night, i had a bad bad bad bad bad dream i cried ): cried in dream luh hahah. cos i dreamt i didn't make it to ip omg then i was so sad i cried ): nyargh. oh wentto cutttt my hair just now (: hmmmm. and no i've not read through my textbook yet ): ahhhhh.

OKAY DAMN. I HATE AWKWARDNESS *on the verge of swearing to admit how much i hate it* UGH. )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))): whydidithappeninthefirstplace ): pfft.

omg please why am i getting so sensitive over this. at the mention of it i start stressing out): ipipipipip. okay stupid to get all sensitive about this but like idk, maybe i really badly want to get in ):

after all, there's a good side to every 'bad' thing. i keep telling myself that.


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Sunday, May 16, 2010

while shuyu goes down the suez canal ..
*fast forward yearssss later*
Nurul goes to bukit timah hill
(BATTLE OF BUKIT TIMAH HILL)
steal british food supply and ammenieties even before the
japanese get their hands on it *sniggers*
2I's gonna have the-rest-of-the-year-supply-of-food!
no wait, maybe for people like Me, Shuyu and blahblah (:


OKAY DAMN FAIL ATTEMPT TO MAKE MY BLOG SHUYU-ISH. LEESHUYU, I'M YOUR BLOG'S NUMBER ONE FAN OKAYYYYY (((((: *teehee*

omg i feel so accomplished. although i'm not supposed to be here, i mugged my life away today for almost six freaking hours whoohoooooo. and yes, i woke up at 8+ in the morn to study AGAIN :D wheeeee. okayokay me and daphne have both un-private-ed our bloggy! (: OKAY SCHOOL TOMORROW = SIANZXC ): NO WEDNESDAY TRNG THIS WEEK = ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))): nyarghhhh.


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i'm over you.
Saturday, May 15, 2010

YAY MY BLOG'S GONNA BE UN-PRIVATED SOON. simply cos ME (COMBINED WITH DAPHNE HO) ARE AWESOME PEOPLE.

unprivated, edited, deleted, regretted, don't be offended.

SORRY PEOPLE. BUT IF I EVER, EVER, EVER EVER PRIVATE MY BLOG AGAIN, THEN I'M REALLYREALLYREALLY SORRY (:


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screw eye pee. yeah i screwed the test. i'm leaving everything to fate now. OH GOD HELP ME PASS THROUGH ALL THISSSSS. i wanna go eye pee eye pee eye pee (teehee)

'I DON'T WANT TO STUDY BUT I DON'T WANT TO FAIL'

BRENDA TAN YU TING (OR STH STH) STOP BULLYING ME I TELL YOU. RAWR.


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EYE-PEE EYE-PEE EYE-PEE
hmm, never thought i'd apply for it. but i've done so anyw. and ummm initially i thought it was just apply-for-fun. but now i kinda really want to get in. nevermind, let god decide everyth (: i'll be happy. hopefully will see diamond later (: haven't seen her since woah, early this year ):

whothehellmugsforEAT/MAT?! -.- YOUwth.
hmm, hopefully can get through the test easily (:

i'm thinking about un-privating my blog. whaddayathink? (:


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lost.
Friday, May 14, 2010

woah. i survived not touching comp for 2/3 days. accomplishment for a start. next week, NO COMP AT ALL TILL WED. gahhh FAILLLLLEDDDD to get my comp kept. cos i needed it for freaking geog and blahblahblah. oh oh yasmin's got the same comp as me now! (: whee.

this week's been tiring. like ugh seriously. school, trng/csp, home, STUDY. ugh. ): i'm so tired, i was on the verge of falling asleep the whole of today in class. totally mood-less and drained out. hahah omg.

GAHHHHH SV WHATS WITH US NOW ))))): *sigh*

i lovelovelove my performance for NAPFA this year! (: whoohooh. i  extremely love my standing broad jump. shuttle run and 2.4 HO HO HO (: I AM AWESOME.

): stuff for this week, hmm.Cl's sick O: and eversince last week, i've been freaking out ._. oh CY and J bullies me ): they call me 'bear' andandand drive me to a corner to talk to me O: EH I AM UMM, SO SO SO OBSERVANT! *winks* omg tuesday HA HA HA


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over.
Sunday, May 9, 2010

i think i have no hurtful feelings whenever you do hurtful stuff to me anym ): what. is. this? someone tell me ):
no i'm not looking forward to all those stuff anym. maybe i can even forget about what's happening one month's later. maybe you'll even forget all about it. maybe you didn't do it on purpose. or maybe you did. maybe i'm just being paranoid. no, maybe its true.
):


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I WANT TO STUDY BUT I CAN'T STUDY SIMPLY COS I'M TIRED AND DISTRACTED ):
oh sad.

daphne's called skippy peanut butter spread cos xinyi (and me) says so (:
she's so dumb. daphne believes if you tell her that the brain is the size of a fingernail and she goes 'OMG SO SMALL!' she believes if you tell her you're dying and goes 'omg what happened!' sigh. *shakes head*


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Saturday, May 8, 2010

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky

Are like shooting stars

I could really use a wish right now (and wish for everything to be alright)
 
):
 
why's everyone sad omg ): argh.
and that conversation last night was just heartbreaking. sometimes i just regret even starting the damn convo. i can't believe you said that): 'idk hahah' isn't a nice answer you know ): just tell me straight that you actually mind. sigh. okay dammitttt i'm in a freaking dilemma): ugh. sidmaidhnuabnaiodnimopjeioruoigndjsfnlskmdaopdaweojarinjoign. am i wasting my time on all this again? maybe i shouldn't anymore. a whole lot of distraction but i just can't help it): sigh. omg pleasepleaseplease let everything end ASAP. ): maybe one day i won't be as excited, happy, freaked out anymore when i actually see _______. maybe, just maybe.

psssssst. i freaking applied for VIP(victoria integrated programme) yest omg. HAHAHA. teehee. if i ever get in, then guess what, i'll be a VIP :D HAHAHAHAH. okay lame.


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wait. just wait.
Friday, May 7, 2010

ohhmyyygoshhh (heehee as im typing this that idk-what-song is playing ohhmyyygoshhh too!) okay NOOOOOOOO): im gonna wait for a month or so for the reply, not 3 weeks. dream on. dream on. that wait will seem like forever i can swear ): oh no no no no swearingggg )))): okay im sad ): veh veh veh sad ): sigh.

oh look:
Shuyu said: oh renee is safe
heehee omg. shuyu makes renee sound dangerous O:

CHAN:
okay sucks. dream on dream on dream on. tsk chan this is all cos of youuuuu. why must remind me ): now i'm like ugh dying ): sigh. TWICE ALR YOU DO THIS TO MEEEE ): eeeee you mean person. my only way of communication and say hi/ smile! TSKKKKK.


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i survived not blogging for umm, 2/3 days! (: but no, i didn't survive not using comp. cos i procrastinated like madzxc. i used the comp max also 10mins! heehee get to see my fb for a little while + blog can alr (:

this week's been BORING ): reallyreallyreally boring. AND GUESS WHUT. i had to survive ONE FREAKING WEEK not saying hi/ smile and i'm gonna survive another THREEEEEE ANNOYING WEEKS NOT RECEIVING A LETTER REPLY FROM HER ): the moment i knew that yest, my heart broke into a million pieces. don't you just pity me? ): seriously.

at least today started out nice. yeah kinda. passed a pack of sweet plus a little note to C with J omg she dumb ttm.
 TODAY I STICKED TO CHAN COS SHE ALWAYS ATTRACTS C AND I ATTRACT B BUT APPARENTLY, I REPEL C AND SHE REPELS B SO THERE'S NO WAY WE CAN SEE EACH OTHER -.- pfft. hmmmm.

CTs ARE NEXT WEEK OMG ): SIGH. this weekend will be spent mugging, and i really hope i'll have the mood to do so. AND I MUST MUG AT LEAST A LITTLE TODAY. DIE DIE MUST MUG A BIT. UGHHHHH. DEAR COMP, YOU'RE A DISTRACTION. one day, i shall just surrender my comp to my mum so she'll help me keep it so i won't be tempted to use my comp UNNECESSARILY. oh wait, maybe i shall do it THIS SUNDAY. YES I MUST.


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letters in a box.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010

okayokay reallly quick post cos im not supposed to be here! (:

last night was ugh ): yeah after i opened up my box of letters (I KEEP LETTERS YOU PEOPLE GIVE ME IN A BOXXXX!) and then i saw really nice letters that made me smile (LIKE DAPHNE! yours hehe youknowwhichone, the moment i opened my box up i smiled alr!) and really sad and -heartbroken- ones. bleahhhhh. okay daphne stopped me from wasting MY water (save water!) in time. yeah luckily. really tempted to waste water (ifyouevenunderstandwhatimtalkingabout) then had the urge to write letter to _______ hmm and i got v v v ): and blah. like ughhhh. pfffft. nevermind. hope everything's gonna be fine ): sigh. maybe, just maybe. i'll have I UN-PRIVATED MY BLOG DAY. just ONE day. yeah ONE. okay.

TODAY'S A TIRING DAY.
TOMORROW'S A SIAN DAY. VERY SIAN. IM ONLY LOOKING FORWARD TO TRNG WHOOHOO. dear leg, please stop getting injured thank you and have a nice day.
OMG I LOVE MY MUSCLE ACHE CREAM COS EVERYONE'S USING IT (YEAH THE JUNIORS ARE! ((((: )


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Monday, May 3, 2010

SCHOOL TOMORROW. CAN'T BELIEVE MY FOUR DAYS OF 'HOLIDAY' WENT VROOOOOOM LIKE THAT. omg):

  1. ohyouknow tdy that daphne UGH she so coincidental saw SOMEONE right after i told her SOMEONE went out to study. omgwth. pffffft.
  2. oh i ate sushi buffet tdy omg damn nice! (: heeeheeee. im FAT C:
  3. i realise that people from sec2__ 2009 like quite a few of them damn pretty! (: woah so cool heehee.
  4. i'm reading history essays. and i'm dying. causal and judgemental. the whole of 2I's idk-how-many-group-essays. IM TIRED
  5. daphne and me have been exchanging 'FACTS' since aftn! (: INTERESTING! *winks*
  6. nowadays, when i go to fb, i stare at the news feed, and guess what, 30secs later i refresh the page and i do that until i get tired of it/ nothing new comes out! (:
  7. I GOT TO STOP USING THE COMP. REALLY. SERIOUSLY. BY THIS WEEK. STOPPPPP. only on weekends!
  8. IM DREADING SCHOOL TOMORROW. IM DREADING SCHOOL TOMORROW. IM DREADING SCHOOL TOMORROW. IM ONLY LOOKING FORWARD TO.. YOU KNOW WHAT.
  9. okay i'm not the only one drifting apart from people. daphne is too. its horribly sad. like once upon a time last year we were vehvehveh close and then just cos that person has a new clique and a 'cooler' group of friends, tadahhhh, GONE. just like that.
  10. toodles noodles.


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Sunday, May 2, 2010

when you achieve something by working hard and sacrificing your blood and sweat, the feeling, the sense of accomplishment you get is totally different from when you don't really put in much effort in something. yeah okay i just realised that.
okay really random stuff :
  1. i can't wait for school on Tuesday cos finally i've got SOMETHING TO DO (cos this 'holiday' is really frigging BORING) and I can see awesome people (teeeeheeeee)
  2. Hamida made me maddddd >: IM GONNA DAO HER (Y)
  3. SV WHERE ARE YOU? we haven't texted/ chatted since Fri ):
  4. i wonder if she's okay alr. , hopefully she's not sad anym
  5. _______ is weird. idk if she's okay with me alr O:
  6. i haven't recovered from my shock on Friday. haven't yet. how did i run with my cough + running nose + mad knee + mad ankle? O:
  7. i love the texting thing from Friday night all the way till Sat aftn (: hmm its damn cool how it even came about (OKAY WHAT AM I CRAPPING ABOUT)
  8. i went to the doc's in the morn ): now i got to eat cough syrup that's disgusting
  9. i'm enjoying starhub free previews! HEEHEE :B
  10. i haven't given diamond her birthday pressie cos apparently i PLAIN FORGOT ABOUT IT ):
okay look. holidays kill cos i'm bored. oh someone please keep the 2I blog alive, it's dying. like fish out of water you know. i've done all i can by posting all the crap there.


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Nurul, STOP DREAMING
Saturday, May 1, 2010


stop dreaming about being close to sdnfioadfuinofni and her saying sdfionaoifnoan to you and blahblahblahblahblah. SIM HONG YOUR PRANK SUCKS TO THE CORE *heartbroken*

hmm. i love shuyu's blog a lot a lot a lot (: whoohooh. (:
okay. i just realised, that i think it was extreme dumb of me to train for cross country, like WOAH, SO ON man. teehee. but anyw, my efforts paid off. anyw i think i was slacking like madzxc last year. hmm but i reallyreallyreally enjoy this year's cross. NEXT UP : SPORTS DAY. whee. okay aft doing better than what i expected for cross and 2.4, idk if i should like do long d running for sports day instead of all the sprinting. but i like sprinting moreeeeee! ((((((((((: heeeeeeeeeh. maybe got more chance to win too! okay i shall worry about that when the day comes. teeheee. today's damn boring ): spent yest night till tdy aftn texting C (YAY). okay totally sucks when i can't cheer people upppp you know ): hm.

oh i'm sick. cough. runny nose/ my nose running cross teehee. went to clinic and guess what, it was CLOSED. end up going home and yep.

oaky enough.


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