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Sunday, August 29, 2010 omg i'm srsly stressing out already :( i've been too busy to blog, not that my blog's dead. but seriously, who on earth has training on Tues to Fri then tuition on monday. plus tuition on sat and class on sun. i'm tired, drained out already. i freaking have no time to mug. so i'm stressing out + using my weekends to mug my head off but apparently its not working cos me being stressed = i'm falling sick = cannot study oh sad :( youknowwhat sucks? i haven't touched my comp for 8 days wow. and i'm touching it now just to do geography reflections then i'm off to mug again. sad life, no life. and everyone's asking me to chill but how do i chill when the whole class' stressing me out? there's people talking to themselves while studying, there's people who don't go for recess to study, there's people who stayback to study, the teachers are going like 'GIRLS YOU BETTER STUDY TO GET INTO THE CLASS YOU WANT TO OR ELSE ITS THE CLASS WHO CHOOSE YOU NOT YOU CHOOSE THE CLASS!!' and my table partner's like 'OMG IDC I'M GONNA CHIONG STUDY OVER THE WEEKENDS' and sitting beside her, i feel the pressure ok. AHYA OK WHATEVER MAN. (can you sense it, school's totally driving me crazy) can training just stop now once and for all i need time for myself :( I CUT MY HAIR!! (: heheheh bye i'm ignoring youuuuuu (: 490 Sunday, August 22, 2010 okay school again tomorrow :( then the week zooms zooms zooms past all the way till sept hol then zoom zoom zoom again to eye (OMGODDDDDDDD) argh. fri, sat, sun. all i did was chinesechinesechinese homeworkhomework science - light. ok done. damn little :( i realised my hist book's at school. dammnnnn. EYE = studystudystudy mugmugmug wake up early on weekends to studystudystudy sleep late to studystudystudy omg what is this. plus letter writing to stoppppppp :( :( :( :( :( best thing to look forward to during EYE: POST EXAM ACTIVITY TEEHEE. ok wtv. i got chinese written test next week :( chinese oral next two weeks. science test this/ next week. oh greatttttt. and when the Sri Aman buddies come i bet i won't have time for them since annoying exams are here ohmygod. baibai. i was once fat. Friday, August 20, 2010 ok damn i'm seriously panicking :( it seems like the EYEs are tomorrow and i haven't prepared yet. ok fine i did study a bit alr like since two weeks ago or sth but ugh. i've just finished lit slides + sci documents. roar. tmr's tuition, then home ec. ohmygod. how to study?!?!?!?! :( trng from tues to fri, come home and i'm TIRED. ok srsly NO TIME. :( i'm gonna chiong off after this to complete my homework or sth. tmr - tuition, home ec + IF CAN : homeworkkkkk sch +tuition sun - class + homework/ studystudystudy. omg no comp time omg sad :( on a happy noteeeeee, found my pri sch overseas leadership camp photos! HEEHEEOMGIWASSOFATTTTTTTT SPOT MEEEEE :D more on fb! :) ok i cannot tahan my fatness alr man bai.  crapcrap unglam! Wednesday, August 18, 2010 omg spain guys so cuteeeeee C: #10 & #7! Zen/ Esther/ Thanita/ ZR/ Nat are despos hahahahahahah ran to him to take picture! (: ok today's yog basketball 3 on 3 was seriously awesome. i expected to fall asleep the moment i'm there, since watching it on tv says it all hahahahahah.  heehee so cute! C: look at zj give the naughty giggle at the back. omg but right, i cannot stand this spain guy's parents sitting next to me make so much noiseeeee :( and when zj & esther found out his parents were beside me... ZJ/ E: OMG CAN I CHANGE SEATS WITH YOU?! HIS PARENTS BESIDE YOU = HE'LL COME HERE LATER OMG!! heheheheheh. got another one also v cute! omg sgp bball team damn sad girls lost to Angola (?!) and guys lost to USA (-.-) annoying USA guy 2.11m tall omg noth better to do ah. BUT JAPAN BBALL IS SRSLY SO COOL. AND KOREA #10 IS MADE UP OF TRINI + MEREDITH HAHAHAHAH. ok i love japan bball they so cool + cute and everything! (: i went really high during sgp bball girls team heheh the #4 and #7 also very pretty! and Aust bball is also damn cool! :) ok enough spazzing hahah baibai Sunday, August 15, 2010 5.45. I'm awakeee. Last night was uhh, weird. Despite the weirdness I still went very high, 'screaming' at Alicia. Okay i'm noisy. Monday, i'm waiting. ☆ Saturday, August 14, 2010 there will come a day when i won't think, miss or wonder about you anymore. but i guess today won't be it. i wish you would text me sometimes i wished i never knew you, then maybe you won't appear in my dreams so often. then again, i started everything. i didn't mean it. Friday, August 13, 2010 this week ended pretty fast (: maybe cos only three days spent in school. hmm. fasting officially started on wednesday, and i think i've been quieter since then hehheh zj misses the noisy meeeeee :> and i've survived 3 trngs, with wednesday having the worst training. partly cos it was the first day. partly cos i was so drained. sometimes i miss the times when i can go really high with you, even just through messages okay, like capsing and everything makes me smile a lot. sometimes i miss just texting you cos every single time i do it makes me happy. sometimes i miss giving you a hug. sometimes i miss your smile. sometimes i miss just seeing you around. howiwishedididn'tignoreyoutoday :( today, i lied. but i did it for a reason. Enough If you think your life is that bad, think again. Sometimes when you're so happy, you don't even bother about how others are feeling. But when you're sad, you expect everyone to care. it won't kill to be a little less selfish wouldn't it? Wednesday, August 11, 2010 distractions during trng lead to not concentrating lead to not playing/ training well lead to stupid things happening lead to jiaolian scolding me HEEHEE. ok whut. again i have to tell you to stop your nonsense :( they're not exactly pissing me off, more of embarrassing me hello i also got water face k k k ._. and you did it thriceeeeee today! :( heheh ok now your turn. (yup i'm refering to you) here's what i found specially for you. uhuh, for youuuuuu. if you don't know the meaning. NAH IN YOUR FACE. taken from dictionary.reference.com Les·bi·an–adjective 1. of or pertaining to Lesbos. 2. ( usually lowercase  ) of, pertaining to, or characteristic offemale homosexuality.3. ( usually lowercase ) erotic; sensual.–noun 4. an inhabitant of Lesbos. 5. ( usually lowercase ) a female homosexual.deals largely with heremotional relationships with other women I'm stuck in class again. Ugh. 谢谢 KT FOR YOUR ITOUCH (: Tuesday, August 10, 2010 omg there's school tomorrow. like what, the holidays vrroooomed past already! :( okay today i feel awesome cos i did like 1hour worth of math or something (: i feel so hardworking heeheee. i should be studying more often yay (: uhh so she added me as a friend, i feel like i've got no privacy now roarroarroar. okay sigh i miss that photo :( bye Monday, August 9, 2010 this year's ndp's boring. seriously. WHERE'S THE SHAKE HAND SEGMENT HUH. DIDN'T MANAGE TO SEE MR PRESIDENT SHAKE HAND WITH INDIAN FIRST, THEN MALAY THEN CHINESE! :< ok heehee but i'm like super high today. "Mr President, may i have your permission to march off please" "NO!" HAHAHAHAHAHAH. ok i can't imagine that happening. and when they were shooting the guns and all .. "OMG WHAT IF THEY ACCIDENTALLY SHOOT HIM!" ok i am lame. i am gay. i am crazy. cos EH said so, cos ET(extra terestial(sp?!) ) said so, cos CA said so. woah. heheheheheheheheheheheh. stupid. the four and a half day holiday gonna fly past tomorrow and like vroom, back to school. this is how horrible our lives are. and all i've done these few days are stay at home, use computer, sleep, go tuition, sleep, sleep, sleep. for the exception of Friday, team outing at Ikea. Saturday was TUITION, Sunday was Sunday CLASS, Monday (today) TUITION, tomorrow PT WTHHHHHHH. ughhhh. bestest thing i did today > sleep for a whole 2.5 hours in the afternoon. just cos 1. i slept at like 1am last night 2. i woke up at 5.10 today 3. i slept back and woke up at 9 again for tuition. whoohoooh. my life's so awesomezxc right (: and nope i haven't been studying and that sucks >: i think over this short holiday my eye degree has gone up like a lot a lot since i've been staring at papers/ computers all the time. so has my blood pressure since i've been getting pissed a lot. k byebye. oh-you Sunday, August 8, 2010 "do you like A more than you liked S?" -"honestly no, bcuz S's friends didn't know (except 2), bcuz she didn't know, bcuz those who knew kept it a secret, bcuz hardly anyone knew, bcuz i didn't talk to her, bcuz i didn't get to sms her, bcuz she hardly knew i existed in her life all these led up to one thing different - a thrill." "who do you find better? A or S?" -"no doubt, S" i found this..somewhere. made me realise how i made a huge mistake. but its okay, worth the experience. i love truth and dare with Azrin. amuses me like crap C: hmm i realised something recently. i'm closer to the team now, after everything that happened during sports day. mhmm, i'm freeeeee heeeheee from my stupid dare that lasted one week long <: happyhappyhappy (:
love the way you lie Saturday, August 7, 2010 initially, i thought of blogging this morn when i was damn pissed! but heheheh teo saved my life cos i capsed all the way when i told her everything i reallyreallyreally felt better (: try it! next time i shall just vent my anger at someone :) LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE omg try this song its super nice. like this piano/ violin version esp! :) okay i shall start blogging properly again, about my week! stuff that i can rmb (: Jl "scolded" me on tues. kind of. for always missing trng and stuff :( i don't like it that i'm so busy with psl + tlc + csp + trng + tuition + sports day + ndp rehearsal and blah. sometimes i srsly feel like dropping my leadership positions just to concentrate on stuff. but i'm really reconsidering everything :( i'm seriously wayyyyy busy this year compared to last year. like i could go home early most of the days last year after school, had loads of time to use the computer and all? not this year ): returning home at 6.30/7 everyday with piles of homework and stuff. ugh. okay i have to get through all this. happy stuff, i thought i ran like crap rmb for 100m? turned out i did wayyyyy better. from a 15.20 to a 14.66! i know its really slow for trackers but whatever heheheheh its my bestest timing ever and i'm happaye (: plus the fact that bball really got champs for cca relay. i screamed like during the prize presentation ceremony everyone turned and looked at me C: HEEEEHEEEE. at least i didn't betray bball, people like COUGHS ZJ, TEO etc COUGHS COUGHS. Just gonna stand there And watch me burn But that's alright Because I like The way it hurts Just gonna stand there And hear me cry But that's alright Because I love The way you lie I love the way you lie I love the way you lie Friday, August 6, 2010 THIS WEEK HAS ZOOMED PRETTY FAST AYE :( ndp celebration today was awesomezxc. but i have to admit it wasn't as awesome as last year's! i miss last year's! running around that hugehuge courtyard and like combining lines with the sec2s/3s/4s and everything omg totally awesomezxc. and there was so much space to move aroundddddd. :) today's was also nice! did Morn duty with Zenly. omg i felt damn loser. late coming duty. O: like what, hahah suddenly become pc-ish. ok so i caught 3/4 sec2s and 1 sec1! hehheh and all the sec2s i know one! anyhoo, went back up to join the class. and i didnt have peace cos there was this bunch of people like sitting somewhere near us and i felt creeped out like crap :( ok wtv. indoor segment was fun yay. mass singing was awesomezxc. joined with the sec2 bballers first hehheh i feel so bonded with the team like out of nowhere there's this small grp of us :B then joined with sec1s and ran around omg stupid celine brought us to the wrong place >: ok wtv. uhh off to ikea afterwards with team! like ok fine, 9 of us. camwhored like crap + stupid vids all on fb hahahahah. damn embarrassing. ok one/ two more days before my dare ends. bai! Tuesday, August 3, 2010 today, i ran 100m horribly (i just felt like i was slacking totally and i think no source of motivation :( ) today, 2I's 4x100m team didn't make it to the top3 placing, i think we're 4th AGAIN :( TODAY, BBALLERS WERE SO PRO COS WE GOT FIRST FOR OUR CCA RELAY AND I AM FREAKING HAPPY LIKE CRAP WHY YENYI SO PRO WHY YENYI SO PRO WHY YENYI SO PRO OMG SHE TOTALLY CHIONGED ALL THE WAY HER FACE WAS UNGLAM LIKE MAD. i scared her with my you-don't-chiong-i-smack-your-butt thing :) totally did us proud, the whole bball team were screaming fron 4th level sports hall + zheru/nat/wc etc chionged down the sports hall and jiaolian v happy for us yay (: ok bai. i love cedar bball! Monday, August 2, 2010 okay i'm getting annoyed. stop it. stop it. stop it. how many times need i deny until you all stop all this. just stop for once. no need kpo right, its in between me and her, not you all. ugh annoying. your friends are annoying, seriously. i knew it, i should have just stayed for frigging training today no matter what. like boohoo, sitting there not training also will do, as long as i was like THERE. oh pffffft. omg ok hehheh I realised I didn't blog yesterday! Super busy ): I'm stuck in class now. First recess ever I didn't go down to canteen this year. Awesome or awesome? (: got to get used to it.. Heehee thanks kt for your ipod (: orhor Elmaine! See i'm listening to all the emo songs cos of your dare! I'm stopping myself from blogging crap this week, just this week (: LALALA. Ok bai. Recess ending soon ): |
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