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Thursday, October 28, 2010 today's awesome (: today's happy day! Okay fine although it was sad cos everyone started crying and stuff. my attempts to keep myself (: (: (: (: (: and running away from everyone who cried in the end failed when i hugged annoying Yufang and we started apologizing to each other HAHAHAHAHAH. suckaaaaa (ok i sound like __________ ) Anyway, cos started crying right, then went out of class to find Hawkies (HAHAHAH SOUNDS WEIRD) to have our 'meeting'! hehe. kinda successful. we panicked like mad cos the instrs were alr there and everyone was still busy crying/ taking photos etc etc O: ok anyway we managed to get down and sing for them 'Just the way you are' heheh granted Instr H's wish (: and then sing Instr D birthday songgg. Oh sad Instr A wasn't there though ): its ok hawk next time! :) trng aftwards. veryveryvery happy. hehe. weather was good, yup not bad. although first part of trng was alr annoying ttm i think i perspired quite a lot today compared to tues when i was so dry, it was fun! hehe. I'M GLAD TRNG WASN'T INDOOR -sniggers- anyhoo, battyboob and esther became my partners today. Alicia fell like x98978657576897 times and couldn't play. AND HEHEHEHE TODAY'S TRAINING I WAS UBER MOTIVATED. gooooooood :) ok i love today! but there's one thing.. ______ asked me and ______ and ________ to join _______ but idk if i should. oh well, after all, it's all i wanted since sec1 right? and there's no harm trying. i'm just afraid.. people wouldn't like it. i was thinking, hey you know this golden opportunity doesn't come so often. okay but i got really disappointed when there's this half of me plus some of my friends telling me NOT to join but another half of me plus my parents encouraging me to join. uhhh how. ): Tuesday, October 26, 2010 i think this few days have been really awesome and happyhappy and i'm thankful for that
"pupils who signed up for barcelona humanities trip, please meet at second level word space during your recess" then recess i went a bit mad cos i was scared i wouldn't get in.. jengjengjeng! hehehe mrs koh came then announced the 20 lucky people! (: yay. i smiled like this :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD when she called my name. then went a little kuku with the rest of them who were happyhappy too. oh Yu Jun totally screamed in the library what on earth hahahahahahahah. OKAY I AM STILL VERY HAPPY. YES THANK YOU DAPHNE HO YI JIN Monday, October 25, 2010 OKAY EVERYTHING CLEARED UP. I FEEL HAPPIER NOW! :) no need to avoid anyone in school anymore. okay maybe. Thanks Joey (coughs, instr joey hahahah)! (: 4 more days in school, 4 more days with 2I. omg sad or sad. just when i thought everything was over. omg misunderstanding, idk what to do ): heheh today's tchoukball wasn't as fun as i expected it to be. but anyhooooo, i had fun with 2I :) watched home run movie aft that. Nice, but need do reflection omg whuttttt. oh yknow we had this small meeting thing aft sch to pay for coals stuff fellow hawk mates went crazy again and started spazzing like nobody's business omg damn funny. trng aft sch. tired ): trng till thurs omg siao mannnn. ANYW MY DEAR SEC4s GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR PAPERS! :) Each morning when I open my eyes, I say to myself, "I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it. Just because yesterday was a terrible day does not mean today won't be the best day of your life. You just have to get there.
 you know jesslyn gave me this drawing block filled with post its of nice quotes. Made me sad and happy at the same time :) hehehe i can read it whenever i'm sad now! (: Sunday, October 24, 2010  OMG I FEEL HIGH NOW. ok i rmb yest when Ah Meng said "you're cute" then IH went like -cover face with notebook shyshyshyshyshy blushblush- HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA and everyone started laughing like nuts omg. Hawk's nuts. ok i'm nuts. Germine's nuts. SEE GERMINE YOU'RE MAKING ME HIGH oh and i rmb when the Instrs said they wanted to collect our notebooks, Germine started tearing out pages of her notebook! (tsktsk sure got sth naughty inside!) hehehehe. omg this is damn freaking hilarious :) oh then when me and ahmeng started laughing till we cry the instrs looked at us and like 'omg don't cry yet its not over!' hahahahha. OH I THINK ALPHA SANG THIS TO SOME INSTRS: WHEN I SEE YOUR FACE, THERE'S NOT A THING THAT I WOULD CHANGE, COS YOU'RE AMAZING, JUST THE WAY YOU ARE! AND WHEN YOU SMILEEEEE THE WHOLE WORLD STOPS AND STARES FOR A WHILE, COS YOU'RE AMAZING, JUST THE WAY YOU AREEEE. I'M SECRETLY JEALOUS HAHAHAHA Saturday, October 23, 2010 hehe ok, some stuff i found at Germine's blog! she's so sweet! "nurul sleep until like cocoon liddat then i was like. nurul are you inside!" "HAHA. OMG NURUL I MISS HER):" "nurul- ZAI voice!! and always take initiative(:" HAHAHAH GERMINE SO CUTE MAN btc ok heheh this is gonna be a proper post about btc! HELLO I'M IN THE AWESOME HAWK GROUP CONSISTING OF HIGHLY RETARDED AND HIGH AND ENTHU PEOPLE LIKE : Emily, Nadja, Germine, Xiao Ting, Amelina (ahmeng!!), My, Tifany, ME!, Poorani, Boon Cheng, Afika and Jayne! hehe look so many noisy people right! And our awesome instructors are instr Humaira, Instr Aliza and Instr Diviya! LONG BORING POST AHEAD, WARNING WARNING WARNING. Read more » BTC! hehe i'm back from btc! omg it was fun ttm :) ok but damn tiring :( shall not say much about it for now but i will... SOON :D today was the bestest of all though (: got back results yest! everything was okay.. except chinese. which i really really really expected to faillllll like freaking badly but wtp i got quite good for it X: the damn paper which i anyhow put for mcq for all the questions, the paper which i copied the whole chunk of sentence for compre, the paper which i CRAPPED. ohmygod. O: ok but wtv i'm still thankful for it :) OK I FOUND NEW TARGET HEHE BANGBANG YOU! Wednesday, October 20, 2010 omg yes i'm back. slept at 9 yest so didn't have time to blog. i looked like a zombie who lacked sleep! On a happy note, tomorrow's Thursday! (: You Made My Day Monday, October 18, 2010 oh okay sad. cos ....... ): ok nevermind i shall look at the bright side. Thursday Thursday Thursday. okay i got to get used to this. pfft.  omg i should have been in Echo rightttttt! pfffft.Hahah ok nevermind i shall continue being proud of being a hawker (i'm secretly sad cos i'm a HAWKER. omg.) don't let me go You make me smile like the sun Fall out of bed Sing like a bird Dizzy in my head Spin like a record Crazy on a Sunday night You make me dance like a fool Forget how to breathe Shine like gold Buzz like a bee Just the thought of you can drive me wild Ohh you make me smile hehe today's happy day again! I love happy days! (: brought 6 containers of brownies to give to my lovelies! You know its nice when you bake, then you're so happy cos you have fun baking! And you are even happier when you give the people then they're so happy! :) i should do this more often hehe then i'll be happy everyday! today was WAYYYYY better than Friday! MEP wasn't as boring as i thought it'd be! ZJ performed! Very nice! See told you no need so nervous! (: then there's TCHOUKBALL briefing. omg its so cool, like a mix of Basketball and Handball and some other sport and yay we're doing it! plus after recess there was this mindchamps thing, so fun! heehee today's such a great day! All i wanted was for time to come to a standstill, or even to just press the pause button so it'd be like that forever! (: Sunday, October 17, 2010 FROM A VERY SWEET JUNIOR : Sunday, October 17, 2010 Dedication post to Nurul! :p Dearest Nurul ( lol this is epic), I first met you when you were my class PSL for 1P! You were attached with us throughout right from day 1 of orientation till the very end just like Lidiya! I was really happy to have such great PSLs and thought I wanted to be one when I was in sec2! Haha you two are motivational! :D Although I wasn't so close to you, well that changed when we were allocated our CCAs and I had been allocated into bball! You were there too and I felt not-so-scared because I had at least like 1 senior I knew! At least! And then well, I think the whole sec2 batch found out luh. Or practically everyone did cos I was making it super obvious and that I was ou-ing her and all. Then you told me of yours and we could SPAZZ alottt about them. Especially when I passed letters for you and charmaine too. And there was once I left it at home and again I left it at home and 2 of you were super pissed at me! :D So you are one of the seniors I feel close to and can still trust :) And everything that happened especially since the scene in the canteen and everyone knew about it. ( you know who is the everyone) and she started hating me and all. And you helped me through it. And during exams when I mugged with you in the library on a few days and you lent me your notes! Thanks thanks for everything! From, azrin! :D (there done) you make me smile i'm happy! MY BROWNIES TURNED OUT GOOOOOOOD. the only sad thing is i HAVE TO give someone whom i don't think appreciates much of what i've done. hmm. its ok heheh i enjoy the fun in baking it! C: oh and i'm also veryveryvery happy cos Zen Juen called me just now, just to share her 'problems' HAHAHAH like aww ME OF ALL PEOPLE! so sweet! hehe. Don't be scared dear! You'll do well! :) Goodluck! HEEHEE. oh and i should stop going to random people's fb ): roarrrrr. SMILE COS IT MAKES SOMEONE ELSE'S DAY! i care too much for people, who don't care at all for me Saturday, October 16, 2010 The reason why I don't talk to you anymore is because I keep telling myself that if you wanted to speak to me, you would. i don't know what i feel anymore  i wanna make my brownie like this. yummy yum yum. (filled with goodness of fats HAHAH) Read more »i just took over J's fb account! MUAHAHAHAHAH :) i feel awesome heehee. omg its like 1.30am nowwww. hmm, i wonder wonder wonder. okay i prefer staying anonymous and you don't know who i am. Friday, October 15, 2010   LJ was dead boring, but i had fun with this two retards :)  and omg hahahah i love this :) today's lj : 1. it was boring. 2. the class got split up 3. people were so kiasu want to board the bus also push me (poor thing i so small you know) 4. i was literally yawning at every station we reached 5. i hardly took any pictures. so much for last lj with the class okay i think cos my day started out bad so spoiled my mood for the day! i don't understand how it's so difficult to say a 'thank you' after someone does something nice to you. i regret being nice to people who don't deserve my kindness. (okay i should leave all my rants at tumblr and let blogger be a happy place) but i think thinking of happy stuff can make me happy right :) like how some people can smile so widely at you just once then you're happy for the whole day/ week/ wtv hahahah exams are over! Thursday, October 14, 2010 heheh i'm a real happy kid now that exams are over :) ok no wait i think i've been veryveryvery happy this whole week! and that's goooooood. i love how people's smiles can make your day! like you know, you get this happyhappy feeling when people give you bigbig bright happy smiles then i'll feel so happy for the whole day! today's tests was killer. i was so tired i fell asleep! math paper 1, math paper 2, csp paper 2, csp paper 1, csp paper 3 then i finished everything only at 4.30! so sad right ): then i stayed back for a little while with J and i was happyhappyhappy and all and walked to the busstop with her! okay i don't feel like sleeping tonight! oh i think its so sad when letters from people you used to treasure a lot a lot now don't mean anything to you ): everything's changed! boohoooohooooo. whylikethat? postexams activities this year a bit sad man. fun stuff only frisbee i guess. last year was so fun! rollerblading, swimming, basketball/ soccer/ relay. omg. why must people pretend? why can't they just be themselves? don't you feel guilty for making people so upset? making stuff worse when they're already so bad. okay nevermind i shall be happy! 5 simple rules to be happy! : 1. Free your heart from hatred 2. Free your mind from worries 3. Live simply 4. Give more 5. Expect less i love this (: heh okay i guess i'll be back to blogging everyday from now! :) hello, hahah you should smile more cos your smile makes me happy! C: Sunday, October 10, 2010 okay maybe a proper post for tdy. k i mugged the whole day alr. hmm. i realised i've been texting jesslyn since her 8-days-more-and-i'm-gonna-leave-cedar day, and every single day it gets more and more emotional. today's the -1 day and its very sad too ): i rmb last year it was Alena, then i was so damn sad she had to leave. like it'll be totally incomplete not seeing her in school, tiptoeing from 1I's place to see her, (somehow) and poking her. Her random appearances, her slow reactions. And then now its Jesslyn ): (k prob cos i'm really close to her) k Hi jesslyn. idk when you gonna see this but, wtv. I've really had fun getting closer to you this 2 years (: I realise i share lots of my secrets with you cos you can reallyreally be trusted, plus you tend to forget things! We text quite often, and i see you in school often too. I rmb spazzing with you everytime someone makes my day and someone makes your day then we'll be happy people and share the joy. if not then it'll be 'my life sucks' hahahah. And you're always so happy! Like i tend to get ): really easily, then you're the one who's always there to cheer me up. From the Milo Cup last year to yesterday (Friday) when i got really upset. All these while, thanks for letting me share my little secrets with you, complain to you (about from lizards to crushed paper ball HAHAHAH), telling you about cheena, sharing with me about your dearest A & S etc etc, telling me about monkey and pig, texting me when i'm bored, SPAZZING WITH ME ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS, fighting over who's the best - monk or dora or A/S etc etc etc. Thanks for EVERYTHING. I'm gonna miss seeing you in school truckloads, carloads, airplane loads, shiploads, vanloads, cruiseloads. I'm gonna miss poking you, hugging you, i'm gonna miss YOU! (: Pleaseplease come back and visit me (HAHAHAH) and better come for next year's Prefect Camp or else i don't think we're gonna see much of each other :( i'm really gonna miss you. I guess you're the senior i'm closest to and share everything with. Love you! Prettypretty Crystal! heheh idk if you're gonna see this .. Anyway, hope you liked my letter! And jesslyn told me you like the choc! Hahah i know the letter contains a bit too much information. Thanks for your small cute little post it too! Thanks for making my life in cedar so interesting last year hahahahah. My source of motivation to come to school and why i'm happy in school. :) Last year, I never thought i'd get a small little letter from you one day or even get to know you! I'm glad that day came (: Hahah okay i think everything's in the letter already. Thanks for everything (: Hope to see you sooooooon! i'm gonna miss the sec4s :( you know, the feeling i got coming into the Sec4s classroom on their last day of school was actually very nice. Esp Jesslyn's class. Everyone greeted each other with good morning, and I really love her class. Everyone's so nice to each other! Everyone's so bonded. okay i guess i'm done. Saturday, October 9, 2010 i'm not supposed to be here.. but i'm here alr whattodo? (heh ok i'm not making sense right) this week zoomed pretty fast :( sometimes i just wished today would stay and like not end. like hang in thereeeee. i'll really miss seeing jesslyn ard in school ): like damn weird not seeing jesslyn esp :( boohoohoo. i bet next week's assembly we're moving up to change place alr man which sucks ok. argh. okay so this two days or sth i've been walking and talking with jesslyn more in the morn esp. go to her class and blah. and today i got really nice lettersand hug from her and monk. both were damn nice and made me smileeeee :) (okay at least it made my day rather than some stupid stuff that happened >: ) ok idk how to describe today i've lost my pro-ness in blogging alr for not blogging for so long omg. OK I'LL BE BACK ASAP OKAY BYEBYE. Sunday, October 3, 2010 don't ask me why, i just got annoyed. like the whole day i was kinda like :) studying with chingz again over the phoneeee (smsing!) and texting jesslyn and elmaine the newb. thenthenthen on the comp and i went like >:( yes. guess what, i got annoyed k nyarghhhhhhh -ffffffffreak.- charice's cute :> heh. oh i loved Friday's assembly. (excl. the part where my unglam face appeared on the big screen and the comp had to like lag THERE. woah) ok arghhhhhhh i'm still :@ :@ :@ :@ :@ sigh sec4s leaving alr :( bye jesslyn i'm gonna misss youuuu i'm so annoyed i don't want that 11:11 wish anymore!! study date with chingz today again :) plus hannah! heehee. it was fun, kinda not fruitful for the first part when hannah was there cos she keep disturbing me and teasing me hahahahah wtp. oh and my phone got raped by those two :( and i just finished studying again and chingz supposedly to stay up with me to mug but i think she's asleep alr what to do its 2am now and we started at 11! hehee i'm not perfect. Friday, October 1, 2010 i have a feeling i'll abandon this blog one day. but i can't omg its so precious i think i've had it with me since P6 or sth is it. like my whole life story about cedar and all. i miss studying with Anisa in school :( i've been going home early everyday this week for the exception of thursday - math mock test. killer. screwed up the whole thing and went home stressed wth hahahah. k we stopped texting for 2 days alr. good or good? i'm gonna have to make it last till exams are over die die die must man. cut off all distractions phone (sms) + comp wtv. and it'll be better if my phone haven't finish repair yet then no wireless = less distraction. ok and i'm gonna be damn pissed if all my memory in the phone disappear cos i saved like 3000+ messages or sth in there, 2000+ from people that i often text (yeah kinda) since April k the messages like 6 months alr!! and my nice nice nice photos omg and my songs and my contacts ahhhhh >:( today chan _______________________________________. k then i sad idk why omg i have to stop being so nonsensical cannot tahan myself alr ahhhhhh. double math period today killer man. but double slack period too. today's like emoooo day. hahah. omg i've been listening to Perfect by Hedley like countless times its so damndamndamn nice :> my life's getting boring. i have to stop talking crap. ANYWAY, I FINALLY UNDERSTAND WHY SHERLIN DOESN'T LIKE PPLs. When you're caught in a lie and you've got nothing to hide When you've got nowhere to run and you've got nothing inside It tears right through me, you thought that you knew me You thought that you knew I'm not perfect, but I keep trying 'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave Was it something I said or just my personality? |
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